Bhumika Chawla Instagram – An open letter to My Mummy , Maa – Mom my star who is now looking after me from up there My mother a part of my soul # and me a part of her .. She left us on the 13 th of July .. went to other world … she always said to God ” never let me be served in old age on bed , let me be self dependent and go ” … Thats how she went – though unwell on and off .. when she was fine she was great … when not she was in discomfort … .. The way I remember her is as the most vivacious , pure , child like , simple , intelligent , kind soul in the world Never heard her say a word wrong about anyone . She could see through people yet … Her love for animals showed how truly pure and kind she was .. Taking care of stray dogs and cats morning to night . Most spiritual , having done so much prayer in her life . Never interfered in anyones life …. . Most yummy food made only in Salt , Turmeric and little Red chilly powder …. There are people who cant cook without tons of spices …. I will miss the love you put in the food … During my First film which was in Telugu , at one point I wanted to run away , and she said ” you cant run away , finish what you have taken up dear Gudia and then maybe never work … but never run away ” … Always so proud of me .. of all three of her children and proudly talking about all of us … I MISS YOU MUMMY There will never be another day that i will be able to call you .. Am sorry for the times I hurt you … For those moments i spent with you I feel blessed and have loving memories especially last few years … And for those times I was not with you and travelling , lost in my own world , in work and at times wasting lifes precious moments worrying about silly things .. i am sorry .. How we think in life when we say ” Mai kal phone karti hoon aapko , i will call you Tomorrow There will never be another tomorrow I love you … AND I MISS YOU ❤