Daisy Coleman Instagram – **little vent session or whatever so be aware** First and foremost, I would like to apologize for my inactivity on here. After losing my little brother, my computer crashed and I quit making music and art because that’s what I thought the universe was telling me to do. I quit modeling because stress made me drop 15 pounds, I had bloodshot eyes, and clumps of hair fall in out again after battling my e.d. for so long . I didn’t feel pretty anymore. I’ve had so many friends die in the past year (let alone my whole life) that I quit trying to make new best friends fearing the universe would take them and break my heart again. So I pushed everyone away instead. I quit everything I loved because my sorrows were telling me that’s what the universe wanted. I’ve come to realize that hell is a sham and these demons we’ve created on our own; our own self loathing has created our own personal hells. We’ve given shitty people the permission to have control over our emotions. I let a number on Instagram determine my worth. Long story short, I quit listening to my own mind and began listening to the spirits surrounding me who love me so dearly. I got into counseling. It’s going to be a struggle, but I’m fighting again. I have a laptop coming in the mail. I’ve never been so hungry to get my hand on equipment after this break. Please, if there’s anyone out there struggling, if you think the universe wants you to hurt, please hear me out. The sun will shine past the trees and warm your skin again. This earth loves you even if you believe that none of the people here do. Trip over hurdles as much as you need, but never stop running. That’s all. Colorado Springs, Colorado