Home Actor Qing Han HD Instagram Photos and Wallpapers November 2019 Qing Han Instagram - My fav 4 of this year ✨ which one's your fav? Things I accomplished this year: didn't die during heart surgery. ... .. . That's about it? Lololol I mean that's pretty good I guessss if the worst thing is to just die. Lmao. Tbh tho I was gonna do a fav 9 this year (I'm not too into the #bestnine stuff after years of that haha), but then I realized....I had pretty much just enough for 9 squares...I drew so little this year...honestly that made me so depressed 😭😭 This year made me so pessimistic and even nihilist lmaoo. I can't even really "look forward" to next year cause I'm too scared to hope for the best lol. I feel it's better to just prepare for the worst 😂😂. But I'm not ready lmfao 2019 don't kill me okay??!😂😂😂 happy New Years guys 😂🎉🎉🎊🎋 • • #art #illustration #2018

Qing Han Instagram – My fav 4 of this year ✨ which one’s your fav? Things I accomplished this year: didn’t die during heart surgery. … .. . That’s about it? Lololol I mean that’s pretty good I guessss if the worst thing is to just die. Lmao. Tbh tho I was gonna do a fav 9 this year (I’m not too into the #bestnine stuff after years of that haha), but then I realized….I had pretty much just enough for 9 squares…I drew so little this year…honestly that made me so depressed 😭😭 This year made me so pessimistic and even nihilist lmaoo. I can’t even really “look forward” to next year cause I’m too scared to hope for the best lol. I feel it’s better to just prepare for the worst 😂😂. But I’m not ready lmfao 2019 don’t kill me okay??!😂😂😂 happy New Years guys 😂🎉🎉🎊🎋 • • #art #illustration #2018

Qing Han Instagram - My fav 4 of this year ✨ which one's your fav? Things I accomplished this year: didn't die during heart surgery. ... .. . That's about it? Lololol I mean that's pretty good I guessss if the worst thing is to just die. Lmao. Tbh tho I was gonna do a fav 9 this year (I'm not too into the #bestnine stuff after years of that haha), but then I realized....I had pretty much just enough for 9 squares...I drew so little this year...honestly that made me so depressed 😭😭 This year made me so pessimistic and even nihilist lmaoo. I can't even really "look forward" to next year cause I'm too scared to hope for the best lol. I feel it's better to just prepare for the worst 😂😂. But I'm not ready lmfao 2019 don't kill me okay??!😂😂😂 happy New Years guys 😂🎉🎉🎊🎋 • • #art #illustration #2018

Qing Han Instagram – My fav 4 of this year ✨ which one’s your fav?
Things I accomplished this year: didn’t die during heart surgery.

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That’s about it? Lololol I mean that’s pretty good I guessss if the worst thing is to just die. Lmao.
Tbh tho I was gonna do a fav 9 this year (I’m not too into the #bestnine stuff after years of that haha), but then I realized….I had pretty much just enough for 9 squares…I drew so little this year…honestly that made me so depressed 😭😭
This year made me so pessimistic and even nihilist lmaoo. I can’t even really “look forward” to next year cause I’m too scared to hope for the best lol. I feel it’s better to just prepare for the worst 😂😂. But I’m not ready lmfao 2019 don’t kill me okay??!😂😂😂
happy New Years guys 😂🎉🎉🎊🎋


#art #illustration #2018 | Posted on 01/Jan/2019 02:23:41

Qing Han Instagram – Flower drops💧🌸
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This was an gouache watercolour experiment on hot-press watercolour paper, since I’ve never used hot-press before, and it really kinda morphed from just an eye into a full face sorta lmao
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I filmed the process for this painting, though editing takes such a long time I’m not sure if I’m up to it, since my back pain is pretty bad.
Also, I found out the reason for my back pain is cause of my heart surgeries hahaha. Apparently during open heart surgery, they kinda bend the ribs open and since the rib goes around to the back and the spine, it can fuck up the back. Sometimes ribs can even be broken so the surgeon can get to the heart better…so yeah, massages doesn’t really help me anymore either so that’s fun lol.
I kinda want to try topical cannabis oil haha. I’ll ask the next time I see my cardiologist. I already got the ok from the pre-transplant clinic cardiologist, but it’s always good to make sure :p
Thanks for sticking around guys :3
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Qing Han Instagram – April shower bring May flowers 🌸☔️🌸
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Tried a more, softer, pastel-y look. Let me know how you guys like it (=´∀`)人(´∀`=)
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it’s been a while, sorry @-@~ I spent quite a bit of time working on the book cover I did for @connieglynn, and because I’m still not doing the best health-wise, it took much longer than I expected 😅~
The more recent good news is that at least the scar tissue in my heart has stopped growing since I started trying this new medication I’m lab ratting for 😆😂! Though it’s still blocking a lot of my heart arteries haha, so moving fast is still quite difficult.
There’s new meds my doctors want me to try, but they’re crazy expensive, like $300 a month expensive @-@;;, on top of the meds I already need….So I kinda finally started a patreon. I’m not officially announcing it yet, I’m still on this bucket-list Japan trip; I do have some wips up for this though 😁~ nothing formal or extravagant, just gonna be a pay what ya want wip blog-y type of patreon (●°u°●)​ 」

Thanks for dropping by 😊
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