Ashika Yash Instagram – 🌑THAT LAST GRIP OF MY GUILT 🌑 You had your own dark musings as dark as a moonless night that mine seemed easy enough to tackle. You wanted to save me from the guilt when I was mere talking to you about my own dreams and thoughts fantasies and wants That “I love Paris and French dialect, and want to climb to the top of the tower and scream” and didnt ask about yours. You kept smiling, gazing the spark in my eyes burying your fear of heights you replied,”We would go there someday” You didn’t want to let me in inside your half broken soul wrapped with all the fears and aches every inch marked by bruises and pain may be you didn’t trust me enough or may be these were your little secrets that you wanted to own for yourself. But you kept telling me that “You don’t know me” I wanted to. Sometimes I liked this latent side of yours that I look up to be so brave. Still I wondered Why you preferred burning alone? But as now I know I failed to know, who you really were what were your scars and stories what were your most dreaded dreams or did you ever wake up from the worst nightmares and clutched your sheets ? Or why did you never want to escape this silhouette of obscurity? you couldn’t save me from this final remorse that is burning my core I won’t bother you for my ease. I promise Sadly, I add one more fear, in the long list of mine that what if , I am a lousy lover who doesn’t know how to love right. . . . #instawritings #purewords #emotions #poetsofinstagram #writingcommunity #writersofing #writersofinstagram #writings #poetsofinstagram #poetscommunity #poetsofig #introspection #feelings #poets #bold #blogger #vlogger #instablog #instablogger #chennaimodels #chennaimodel #model #artist #youaremorethanablessing #hariteck #beyondblessings #ashikayash Knowing the unknown