Vanessa Marcil Instagram – We haven’t seen my mom for 10 months. We are used to her living with us for Kass’ whole life. This year was supposed to be the greatest year of all of our lives. My son’s year. I’m truly heartbroken for a number of reasons and still know that I must remain grateful for so much. My heart is broken for all of the families who are suffering such great loss. I feel the pain of all beautiful souls just trying to survive and care for their children. We quarantined for two weeks and have taken 4 tests to be able to finally go see my mom for her bday. Outside, socially distanced and in head to toe hazmat suits and three masks w gloves. Kass and I have never gone more than a few weeks without seeing gagoo. Now it’s been almost a year. I’m sad, mad & confused. We are Devastated and still somehow hopeful. All at once. If you are struggling today, #ImWithYou