She likes bourbon at a joint like this.
New @thecwwalker tonight 8/7c
Ready for the next evolution 🪄
@nextbigthingmag
@farrahaviva
@studioaviva
Another year around the sun is coming up 👀…
Missing my friends & music festivals & cos playing Cher Horowitz. Even though life is looking a whole lot different than before I am still birthday wishing for health and safety and healing joy to our world now ✨
Hi Instagram!
I’m back!
I believe in seasons.
Seeding, harvesting and recently, silence.
I needed a season of silence.
I’ve shifted so much internally and energetically as a person this last 1.5 years (the one good thing from this pandemic) that I didn’t find the joy in IG as I once did before.
I found myself incessantly comparing and picking myself apart and …overall more disconnected from others and within.
I decided to try the one thing I hadn’t. To take a step back, a pause and really understand and explore “why do I do this?” “Why do I post?” “What do I post?””Does it bring me joy?” “Had it before and how has that changed?” “Evolved? Like I had?”
I know it seems kind of meaningless… but also social media and our online presence/connection fuels so much of our existence, identity and the thoughts and images that run silently in our sub conscious now (IMO).
I decided I only really like posting when I can be sharing something positive, helping others or feeling creative and expressive.
Authenticity brings me joy and anything other than that, I can’t subscribe to no longer.
I took this video when I was feeling particularly disheartened about my appearance (most don’t know but I’ve been struggling with adult acne for about 2 years now andddd it still blows LOL amongst some other internal health issues I’ve been trying to heal), I’m in make up, about to get ready for work, on a day I did not want to be in front of camera, when my job is to shine and empower confidence and radiance…when mentally, I did not feel particularly confident or radiant. Anything, but.
I decided to find my light and shine anyways.
Shine in the only way I could, with my authentic light… and how I feel life for me is forever changed.
I share this with y’all, bc operating from a place of specific & authentic joy & purpose is the only way that really works for me.
Do not feel pressured to do things that don’t serve you or bring you joy or because everyone does it or because you are “expected to”.
Explore what actually fulfills you and know that it may change, bc like the seasons, you change.
And even in your darkness, you can always find your light.
✨L
Once upon a Comic Con ✨
Hey @emilybett good talkin’ to you today
Pre-apocalypse
@rickymiddlesworth
2x the fun ⚡️
Thank you for having me for my 2nd cover w. @nextbigthingmag 🙏🏽&🌮
Link to read in my bio!
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New @thecwwalker tonight @thecw 8/7c
📸 @farrahaviva
🪄 @swankmakeup
@stylewithvanessa
Taking this cowboy tub & backyard baths to a new level while await my new hot water heater…I’m very popular on my street now 😝
That Texas blizzard was a doozy and luckily and gratefully, came out pretty unscathed, minus a broken water heater and a dead car battery. Inconveniences but overall, so grateful that me, britz, my home & fam & friends were mostly all ok!
I’ve been donating to a couple charities here and in honor of my birthday would love to post one for y’all to donate to, if you can & desire to! I’ll be linking on my bday on the 27th 🙏🏽✨♥️
My Road Dawg
NEW @thecwwalker TONIGHT 8/7c
Y’all won’t want to miss this one or the hell of the performances this stellar cast put on 💥🤯!!!
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Who’s tuning in?!
It’s officially summer ✨
Southern hospitality, always✨
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Link in the bio for @nextbigthingmag
I got Texas in my soul…
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What an insane whirlwind we’ve been having! Prayers for anyone and everyone who is being impacted right now. 🙏🏽
https://www.statesman.com/story/news/2021/02/15/how-to-help-how-get-food-shelter-resources-during-texas-winter-storm/4486821001/
Has a great list of resources if you need help and hopefully you even have power to read this 🙏🏽 and word is we are on the end of this! Hopefully, by today/tonight power will be restored ✨
Who caught @thecwwalker last night???
What did we think?!
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Assignment posted ✨
Tunnel vision
Can’t talk rn.
Doing cowgirl shit
Meryl Supremacy
Really wouldn’t mind being back in Thailand right about now……..
Reboot this ✨
Team SassyBoots or Team HoytRawlins?
What’d y’all think of @thecwwalker last night?!
The circle is light ✨but expansive.
I am so grateful for all the supportive and positive friendships and interactions I am blessed with. Especially, all the sweet things you guys write me 🥺 I’m a bit in my feels today, but I just want to say thank you ✨🙏🏽
A brand new @thecwwalker TONIGHT! 8/7c on the @thecw
Stream tomorrow (FOR FREE) with the CW app
