Hola Amigos!! Goodmorning to all my insta lovelies..❤
P.s I got to know day before yesterday that the temple priests at Mahakaal jyotirling Ujjain are performing Pooja for my wellbeing & success every day. I never asked them to but they doing it out of affection for me or perhaps mahakaal baba put it in their hearts to do so. I was also told that I will return to promote my film, even though I had said that I haven’t even started shooting for anything yet.
My heart was touched, This is great love! I’m sure the temple has access to much bigger stars than me & much more accomplished personalities in media, sports, entertainment, business & politics yet they choose to let me know that I’m being prayed for during a crucial, challenging
& transformational phase of my life!
I will surely start the promotions of my next film project at Mahakaal. It will be a mega blockbuster hit. 😎
Something strange is going on amongst many other strange things..these are:
I’m suddenly coming across, remembering & reconnecting with some simple folks who I knew long back around 2006-2007-2008. Before I went off on the sabbatical/ spiritual exploration. Feels so normal & meeting a bunch of old friends.
Im realizing that I have just very vague memories of my whole life except a few key moments & incidents ( positive & negative both) that may have played a part in my ife journey. I have an inner peace & contentment that I cannot define, despite a bit of surface anxiety & other challenges which will soon pass I know!
My health & fitness as well as all my personal relationships have been improving drastically on their own without any effort whatsoever!!
I’m seeing very vivid dreams of a “belt of light” approaching near planet earth & a knowing that things will shift massively in the world in next two years! I know that some of my posts may seem too spiritual or airy fairy to some people & it’s okay. But I’ve had these dreams & visions now for many many years that something big is coming! You feel the vibe too…
Most of you guys love my content & this stuff is food for thought.
Towards the end of 2019 I had seen a dream/vision of a grey- smoke- soul- tsunami of sorts coming upon humanity. I couldn’t fathom what that might be at that time except I knew it was bad news. Then this covid thing happened and the rest is history!
But this “belt of light” dream is Good news!! Very good news!! I’m looking forward to the next 30 years of my life..I think I’m going to have a blast folks! It’s going to be one big awesome party…I can feel it in my bones…and I’m waiting for many more of my tribe, my comrades to join me…come to me my darlings!! Xoxo❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
New Year 2022 Wish List:
1. Successfully compleete a 11 day full fast before my birthday on 19th March.
2. Compleete 3 continuous full months of weight training & weight lifting to shred & tone physique after my birthday.
3. Get back to my super flexible yoga days & ace the headstand before Sept 2022.
4. Be able to hold a simple samadhi state for 4 hours at a strech sitting upright & hopefully get beyond before this year end ( goal: touch mahakaal). Get a prolonged & sustainable experience of Sat-chit-Ananda. ( my soul is like yumm… 😋)
5. Declutter my home compleetely & go as minimal as a bollywood actress can 🙄 #minimalism & up my style quotient a bit.
6. Start working! Puhlease God…I want to do fun ads, awesome music videos, dhamakedar Dance performances & of ofcourse one super amazing movie. All things need be super duper fun & with an awesome fun loving gen x tribe!
7. Swim! Swim! Swim! Hopefully…this year finally…some swimming pleasse…
Amen!!
If it sounds too lofty & too much it’s not. Easily achievable with regular consistent effort & Gods grace! Wokay…nuff talking.. I’m going for a nap now!🤣🤣🤣🤣😂
Hey Guys…there’s something that’s been bothering me for a while. It’s the Wikipedia profile on me. So it’s got a lot totally wrong about me and calling me just an “Indian Model” and diminishing my credentials. I tried changing but it keeps coming back to the same stuff. I’m a Miss India Universe & Bollywood actress/star so dunno why it says ” Indian Model”. It’s the first thing people check when they google a public figure for work/awards etc & mine is all wierd & shit. Imagine after doing so much in just one life I can’t even have a straightforward, uplifting & accurate Wikipedia presentation. 🙄🙄🙄
Maybe the scriptures are right & my rewards & recognition are going to be in Heaven afterall. 😐👩🚀 Anyways I’ve renounced losing my shit with this kind of wierd stuff coz looks like I can’t do much about it! #
If anyone can help pls do…btw…I think great & amazing stuff is going to happen for me in 2022…#waiting #godsplan #promises #grace #blissful #angel #ascension #peaceout✌
Who else is soul captivated by maestros Naseebo Lal & Abeeda Parveen music collab “Jhoom” on Coke Studio??
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……lagta hai ki mano Khuda ka khud hi se jugalbandi chal rahi hai..Duniya toh hai hi nahi…uff!! My Respects! 🙌
What a way to start the new year!👏👏👏
Don’t surrender your soul to the wicked for anything.Those that serve darkness live in fear, hatred & self loathing despite what they might have & show you. Ultimately they reach a destructive & painfull end vis a vi Those that serve the light will continue to live in the light for aeons..
The souls of lightworkers & their lives will get nourishment, provision, protection & untold blessings! The promise of eternity is real for everyone but we all get to choose who & where we spend it with!
Choose wisely bondhu ra..This is all a game to show you who you really are & what choices you can make…its not real..We will all wake up soon, it’s time!
P.s moral of the story: Don’t get honey trapped 😊
Guess who??
I want to absorb & assimilate all the light I can grab from the Universe & reflect it onto this world…I don’t want to absorb any negativity, darnkness or any density from this world.
My lord, my God, my eternal love pours his grace into this empty vessel, this holy grail and so I shall remain thus for all the days of my life on earth.
I made my choice a long time ago. I chose Him over the world and in doing so I overcame the world, birth, death & creation itself. My soul’s journey was compleete just with that decision.
Now I just move & groove with his will…to self-realise in time that which took place in eternity.
#freedom #miracles #grace
I want to absorb & assimilate all the light I can grab from the Universe & reflect it onto this world…I don’t want to absorb any negativity, darnkness or any density from this world.
My lord, my God, my eternal love pours his grace into this empty vessel, this holy grail and so I shall remain thus for all the days of my life on earth.
I made my choice a long time ago. I chose Him over the world and in doing so I overcame the world, birth, death & creation itself. My soul’s journey was compleete just with that decision.
Now I just move & groove with his will…to self-realise in time that which took place in eternity.
#freedom #miracles #grace
I want to absorb & assimilate all the light I can grab from the Universe & reflect it onto this world…I don’t want to absorb any negativity, darnkness or any density from this world.
My lord, my God, my eternal love pours his grace into this empty vessel, this holy grail and so I shall remain thus for all the days of my life on earth.
I made my choice a long time ago. I chose Him over the world and in doing so I overcame the world, birth, death & creation itself. My soul’s journey was compleete just with that decision.
Now I just move & groove with his will…to self-realise in time that which took place in eternity.
#freedom #miracles #grace
I just came to know about this brave, beautifull & gracefull woman @bhavzmenon who has continued her fight for justice despite years of antagonism & oppression.
I particularly admire her resilience and must also credit her husband for his support as well as her friends as without a strong emotional & financial support system it’s sometimes impossible for young women to continue to fight such vicious battles.
I had to move on to build up my broken psyche, life & career. I had no one who remotely loved me enough to continue to stand by me & provide the real tangible assistance needed. All I had are people who would much rather see me struggle & fail so I can give them company in their eternal misery!
So basically I just got tired of being negative, hatefull, angry, full of rage at being lied, humiliated & belittled by anyone & everyone who had a say and platform. All the fake feminists also vanished overnight & I was left to struggle for basic survival. Movements don’t run a household work does!!
It’s showbiz and they say that you can only look as good as you feel. I had already spent a large part of the 12 years post 2008 feeling low, anxious, depressed, angry & gloomy. (I have been on medication for chronic anxiety last two years) I finally feel normal & myself again because I avoided this topic. For years after the Horn ok pleasse incident I was unable to take up & hold a job due to my anxiety, depression & ptsd.
I wasn’t going to live like that for the rest of my life & fight for nothing so I decided to ignore it & focus on my health & work again.This matter always invoked severe anxiety & stress and it was ruining my health. I was getting nothing out of it and it was just a whole lot of media fodder. I never had much faith in the justice system anyways & with a matter that old there is seldom any outcome. So I rested in peace!
Prime witnesses were coerced into silence & my case file went into the cold storage & deadlock despite repeated attempts to make something out of it. There was no point fighting when no body wants you to win. It felt a total waste of energy for a sensitive & creative soul who just wants to act, sing, dance, love & live life!
Hola Amigos!
Here..one more for the soul today!! 🥰🤗🥳
Found this pic in my gallery today 😍 I’m his little bacchdi!!
And I’m a bit bored this afternoon…so coming live!!