Savannah Welch Instagram – 8k feet above sea level can make breathing a task while standing still, so hoofin it with a mask on is a challenge that requires some heavily mindful breathing.
I’d pre-accepted that I was probably going to fall at some point…and IF that happened, that I would probably be fine; but I was worried about Charlie, I was worried about Dust slipping in his boots, I was worried I was holding up our group who were patiently waiting ahead, and worried about the line of folks stacking up behind me.
The physical task was daunting, no doubt, but the emotional labor that accumulates as a result of disability is something people don’t talk about enough.
Having the courage to ask for help and more help is the first mountain to climb, accepting it without guilt requires its own work out, having patience and a sense of humor makes the climb a helluva lot more enjoyable. These were steps I was navigating internally, trying to contain and regulate without it spilling onto others, and remembering to take moments to look up and take in the sights and the powerful energy of that place.
I had an arm linked to mine for almost every step, and people from our group were ever present to offer a helping hand or a shoulder to hold onto going down the steeper parts. In general, people were kind and understanding, patient and willing. So, listen…as a low key PSA, if you are someone who feels deeply called to something that you feel inadequate to pursue, consider the possibility that there is room for you to be exactly as you are and that you are worthy of receiving appropriate support and just simply trying it.
With that said, I’m deeply grateful to everyone who made this possible and especially to my brother, Dustin, for heeding the call for this wild adventure and being such a steady support and sacred witness for Charlie and I both. When we made it through to the end, Dust said he felt something similar to relief but having been talking to our angels and spirit guides along the way, it was actually just deep gratitude. We hugged and cried at the finish line. And after this soreness wears off, I’d do it all over again. ♥️ | Posted on 03/Dec/2021 12:11:51
