Paola Shea Instagram – My first time that I got to touch my baby today My 3 pound fighter came at 10:51 am this morning. It’s very tough for us to see her like this.She is super teeny but she super mighty. I don’t feel excited nor celebratory. I am more scared than anything seeing our baby like this. This has def. been a crazy rollercoaster from being high risk now seeing our baby in Nicu and def. the hardest thing I have gone through. It’s a feeling that people won’t understand unless you are in this situation and it’s hard to explain. We have 2 months of hospital journey with her until we are able to take her home and I was lucky enough to be able to hold her in for 13 days in the womb and we fought together but she was too excited to come out anyways. Keep our baby Peyton in your prayers.