Rhiannon Fish Instagram – Tell your friends you love them. As I write this, I’d give anything to cuddle you and tell you how much I love you. How much I have always loved you. You were kind. You were wise. You made me laugh so hard tears would stream down my face. When I was sick you made me tea. When I was sad you bought me my favorite ice cream. When I was heartbroken you’d drink beers with me until we couldn’t see straight. I’ve spent the last few days scouring my phone for you and found a voice recording I didn’t know I had. Hearing your laugh Bards…fuck…you had a smile and a laugh that not only lit up the room, but had the ability to take away other’s pain. When you were around it always felt like everything was going to be okay. I’ve played the recording over and over again and every time I listen to it, it instantly brings me back. It’s like I‘m there. In our apartment. Just the three of us, hysterically laughing and relentlessly making fun of each other. I don’t really know how to end this, I guess because on some level, I know this isn’t the end. I hope wherever you are, you are happy and you know how truly loved you are. I will continue to carry you in my heart and in all the precious memories we shared, until we can be together and have another beer. I love you, Bards. And I really really miss you.