Shweta Bhardwaj Instagram – Happy birthday my love ………my shive my baby my world …. I love love love u I feel like a dog when a dog is going thru feeling of love emotions or pain we look at him and say awww baby I know but really no one knws with going on deep inside , wish they could tell us talk to us … wish they could put their real feelings in the world rather than leave us to imagine and say ooooo this is what u want , awww I know baby ur missing that one ,awwww baby I know ur in pain but ur strong fight it u can I know u will I am here with u …. Thy know ur thr but really no one know what thy are feeling , what thy want to say … I just know that my baby did not want me to leave her thr at the doctor alone she gave me a look why mummy but beacuse of covid i had no option I know when it’s time u know ever thing happens for a reason I just wish I was there for thos hours holding her hand keeping my hand on her … she passed away in my arms because she knew if she went any other why I would never have been able to live with this feeling that I wasnt thr ….I am so sorry baby it’s not fair what happend why u wher taken in the hospital alone without mom papa what will I ever now what u wanted to say to mummy papa …. I wish I wish I wish for so mush that it’s just a bad dream… and u will be in my army when I walk up baby plzzzz come back …u were born in this house mummy was so strong she delivered u without a sound …from the 1st Snography … ur 1st time sucking ur mum 1st potty susu ur 1st bath ur fist Vaccination ever thing was dun at home with mummy papa and mummy Chan Chan … u just followed ur mummy around … u did what ever she did … how she did … just potty susu and biting mummy did not do …oooo mummy was a peoples person u Were opposite of it hated people going outside , hated strangers …. U just love mummy papa and ur mummy Chan Chan u did not like any other human or dog …. U loved papa because mummy loved papa u sleep on papa head because mummy did …