Jeffrey Dean Morgan Instagram – RIP to my brother… Brendon “Doza.” Mendoza. Been sitting here for days living with this loss. It’s been shitty hard. Doz was in my life 35 years. More maybe? We went through it together. Good, bad, and ugly. Wasn’t sure if I should post something… but realized he’d be pissed if I didn’t. Seriously. He’d get angry. So here goes… B was a motherfucker. Truly. Demons on his heels from the jump, so he rubbed most the wrong way… me included. But he also was one of the most fiercely loyal people I’ve ever known. He was a pain in the ass, but he had a heart as big as a room. He never had money… ever. Owes me more than I’d ever remember, but I’ll be damned if I didn’t need him by my side at every important moment of my life. He was just that guy… and I loved him so much for all of it. Roommates for years, Doz went from music A&R, to getting a degree at 40+ and reinventing himself. He became a therapist… I was so proud of him, all of us were. He knew more about my career than I do. Watched everything I’ve ever done. Always the first to reach out and say how proud he was… then take credit for it. He blew my phone up when Hil was in labor with both kids… “dude! I’m busy!” “K, but just FaceTime so I can be in room with you guys!” He cried as hard as I did when bisou passed. He was at wedding, Super Bowl, flag raising. Doza was a special one, I’m a better man for having had him in my life. He was a motherfucker… and those demons they caught up. But, goddamn I loved him. Gnight Doz. Be good, and give bisou a kiss. I miss you brother.