Thomas Ridgewell

Thomas Ridgewell Instagram – I was really feeling my look in this vlog so I wanted to share some unadulterated self confidence with ya! Being as overweight as I am I often try my hardest to blend in and be unseen – dress in all black and hope no one notices that I’m hiding over 100lbs of life-shortening chub under my XXL outfit. But recently I’ve decided to stop trying to hide away and left myself stand out for a change. I dyed my hair, grew out my beard, and bought myself a super bulky leather jacket. People have been giving me weird looks even more than usual but instead of feeling like an outcast I feel more like a rebel. It actually felt fucking cool for a change and knew people weren’t just looking at me because I was fat but because I also had the nerve to exist so loudly. I dunno, I’m probably just being a pretentious lolcow but it was welcome deviation from my self-loathing norm. And yeah, I would prefer to be far slimmer, but I can’t and won’t complain about my weight until I’m doing something to turn it around again. Thanks for reading x | Posted on 08/Mar/2018 00:45:00