One of the most important things I had on my goals for 2022 was self love. When the year began, I was in complete denial with the changes my body had been through after a mentally tough 2021. I wanted to reclaim my power, the love I felt when I looked at myself in the mirror- without finding flaws, without hating, without shame.
2022, has begun the start of my journey to self love- I have gone over so much in my mind, fought negative thoughts each time I picked up something to eat to make myself feel better, mentally, and finally found the path to healing.
I ate salads for months, I worked my ass off at the gym, I gave up eating my favourite things, yet nothing about my body had changed really and all my flaws would look magnified to me.
Then I would get demotivated, go back to slacking and just binging not a care about anything else. Then there would be days that would feel so enriching, occupying and happy that all these bothersome thoughts about my body/weight/changes wouldn’t even cross my mind. And those were the days, I would feel comfortable and totally in love with myself.
My goal for 2023 is to live life like that- focus on things that make me happy, travel, eat good food, walk, run, swim without stepping on a weighing scale or trying out clothes that don’t fit me anymore. I realised the moment I posed for this picture that I’m finally there – where I actually LOVE ME AND MY BODY for everything I am/am not. And it’s okay! It’s totally okay!
This mental healing wouldn’t have been possible without the love and support of my family and friends who saw me struggle. @coachkavya & @neetushettysays who guided me and taught me ways to heal.
Im grateful that today, I’m healed- I’m not judging myself, and so what anyone else says doesn’t even matter anymore. I wouldn’t have the guts to post such a picture a year back- but here I am. Posting it whilst feeling proud.
Im mentally and physically ready for 2023 and that for me, is an achievement‼️ #loveandgratitude
Thank you 2022! #loveandgratitude
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The final photoshoot of 2022
PC @hancy_05 ✨
The final photoshoot of 2022
PC @hancy_05 ✨
2023 To do list- watch more sunrises (you can sleep later🫣)
Witnessed one of the most beautiful skies ever😍 #albustanbeach @thebluegateom #omanskies
Grateful for an eventful weekend ❤️🙏🏻✨ #wadibanikhalid #wahibasands #oman🇴🇲
Grateful for an eventful weekend ❤️🙏🏻✨ #wadibanikhalid #wahibasands #oman🇴🇲
Grateful for an eventful weekend ❤️🙏🏻✨ #wadibanikhalid #wahibasands #oman🇴🇲
Cold feet, gushing winds, flying hair, vast, plain and otherworldly🌵🐪🏜️ Wahiba Sands – Oman
Cold feet, gushing winds, flying hair, vast, plain and otherworldly🌵🐪🏜️ Wahiba Sands – Oman
Cold feet, gushing winds, flying hair, vast, plain and otherworldly🌵🐪🏜️ Wahiba Sands – Oman
Cold feet, gushing winds, flying hair, vast, plain and otherworldly🌵🐪🏜️ Wahiba Sands – Oman
Am I dreaming? Manifesting real Santorini next 🙂
My first ever time in a desert!‼️💫 it was magical ❤️🙏🏻✨
Thanks @yogawithsamy @yogawithprema for lending me your outfit/scarf to put together this look 🤗❤️
Video @kiran_srinivas_official Wahiba Sand Desert, Oman
Wadi Bani Khalid- nature’s swimming pool. Took my breath away for real💫 grateful for the experience 🙏🏻❤️✨
🕌 Grand Mosque Muscat, Oman
🕌 Grand Mosque Muscat, Oman
🕌 Grand Mosque Muscat, Oman
🕌 Grand Mosque Muscat, Oman
Grateful for the most beautiful sunrise I’ve seen so far🙏🏻❤️✨
The Grand Mosque Day!✨ #oman #grandmosquemuscat Sultan Qaboos Grand Mosque, Muscat, Oman