Last night @amondschein and I had the pleasure of going to the premiere of #TheLastOfUsHBO. What a phenomenal show! Wow. I’m beyond honored to have been a part of this remarkable game and this legacy, and so grateful to @druckmann for welcoming me into the family. I had the privilege of playing Riley in the game and now I CANNOT wait to see @stormreid as Riley in the show! I know she is going to blow us all away. And I loved loved seeing you @ashleythejohnson!! 🥰🥰 Ellie and Riley Forever!! 🤍🤍 #TheLastOfUs #LeftBehindDLC #EllieAndRiley 💄: @jazzemakeup
Last night @amondschein and I had the pleasure of going to the premiere of #TheLastOfUsHBO. What a phenomenal show! Wow. I’m beyond honored to have been a part of this remarkable game and this legacy, and so grateful to @druckmann for welcoming me into the family. I had the privilege of playing Riley in the game and now I CANNOT wait to see @stormreid as Riley in the show! I know she is going to blow us all away. And I loved loved seeing you @ashleythejohnson!! 🥰🥰 Ellie and Riley Forever!! 🤍🤍 #TheLastOfUs #LeftBehindDLC #EllieAndRiley 💄: @jazzemakeup
Last night @amondschein and I had the pleasure of going to the premiere of #TheLastOfUsHBO. What a phenomenal show! Wow. I’m beyond honored to have been a part of this remarkable game and this legacy, and so grateful to @druckmann for welcoming me into the family. I had the privilege of playing Riley in the game and now I CANNOT wait to see @stormreid as Riley in the show! I know she is going to blow us all away. And I loved loved seeing you @ashleythejohnson!! 🥰🥰 Ellie and Riley Forever!! 🤍🤍 #TheLastOfUs #LeftBehindDLC #EllieAndRiley 💄: @jazzemakeup
One year ago today we premiered The Kings Of Napa. What a crazy, amazing, beautiful, hard, blessed ride that was. Each one of these souls has changed my heart, and having them surpasses any sadness I feel around us not going forward. I still love Bridgette and all that she taught me. KON will live in my heart forever. So grateful for this time and these people. Wow. What a year. ♥️🥰
One month today since you transitioned. I feel cheated out of time with you. That’s it. That’s where I am. Sad and feeling robbed.
One year ago today we premiered The Kings Of Napa. What a crazy, amazing, beautiful, hard, blessed ride that was. Each one of these souls has changed my heart, and having them surpasses any sadness I feel around us not going forward. I still love Bridgette and all that she taught me. KON will live in my heart forever. So grateful for this time and these people. Wow. What a year. ♥️🥰
One year ago today we premiered The Kings Of Napa. What a crazy, amazing, beautiful, hard, blessed ride that was. Each one of these souls has changed my heart, and having them surpasses any sadness I feel around us not going forward. I still love Bridgette and all that she taught me. KON will live in my heart forever. So grateful for this time and these people. Wow. What a year. ♥️🥰
One year ago today we premiered The Kings Of Napa. What a crazy, amazing, beautiful, hard, blessed ride that was. Each one of these souls has changed my heart, and having them surpasses any sadness I feel around us not going forward. I still love Bridgette and all that she taught me. KON will live in my heart forever. So grateful for this time and these people. Wow. What a year. ♥️🥰
One year ago today we premiered The Kings Of Napa. What a crazy, amazing, beautiful, hard, blessed ride that was. Each one of these souls has changed my heart, and having them surpasses any sadness I feel around us not going forward. I still love Bridgette and all that she taught me. KON will live in my heart forever. So grateful for this time and these people. Wow. What a year. ♥️🥰
One year ago today we premiered The Kings Of Napa. What a crazy, amazing, beautiful, hard, blessed ride that was. Each one of these souls has changed my heart, and having them surpasses any sadness I feel around us not going forward. I still love Bridgette and all that she taught me. KON will live in my heart forever. So grateful for this time and these people. Wow. What a year. ♥️🥰
One year ago today we premiered The Kings Of Napa. What a crazy, amazing, beautiful, hard, blessed ride that was. Each one of these souls has changed my heart, and having them surpasses any sadness I feel around us not going forward. I still love Bridgette and all that she taught me. KON will live in my heart forever. So grateful for this time and these people. Wow. What a year. ♥️🥰
One year ago today we premiered The Kings Of Napa. What a crazy, amazing, beautiful, hard, blessed ride that was. Each one of these souls has changed my heart, and having them surpasses any sadness I feel around us not going forward. I still love Bridgette and all that she taught me. KON will live in my heart forever. So grateful for this time and these people. Wow. What a year. ♥️🥰
One year ago today we premiered The Kings Of Napa. What a crazy, amazing, beautiful, hard, blessed ride that was. Each one of these souls has changed my heart, and having them surpasses any sadness I feel around us not going forward. I still love Bridgette and all that she taught me. KON will live in my heart forever. So grateful for this time and these people. Wow. What a year. ♥️🥰
One year ago today we premiered The Kings Of Napa. What a crazy, amazing, beautiful, hard, blessed ride that was. Each one of these souls has changed my heart, and having them surpasses any sadness I feel around us not going forward. I still love Bridgette and all that she taught me. KON will live in my heart forever. So grateful for this time and these people. Wow. What a year. ♥️🥰
THIS WILL BE LONG* . A week ago today we laid my father to rest…or at least his body. I feel him so clearly all the time. I hear him too. Things he’s said or sung-he has a beautiful voice. The third and fourth slides were of the most profound moment in our relationship. I’d loved him from a far for so much of my childhood that when I became a teenager I decided I didn’t need him. In fact I decided I was better off that he didn’t raise me. My father and I didn’t really cultivate a consistent relationship until 2004. He became present, and called me often and even came to visit me in Cali. He actively wanted to be in my life. So on July 25th 2012 I gave him the honor of walking me down the aisle. For all of the spiritual talks we’ve had throughout my life as a kid to now, it was this moment that led me to understand his purpose in my life. A steady hand held me as I shook, he recited the Lord’s Prayer to me forehead to forehead before we walked out, calming my tears and breath. Marrying Adam was the biggest decision I’d ever made for myself; the best in fact, and my father walked me through it. I feel like these last two months I got to return the favor. We didn’t know that was all the time we were getting but I feel like I got to walk him through it. ♥️ . I cannot end this post without thanking @bullock_funeral_services and Tamara Bullock for going above and beyond for our family. She made the tapestry for us (last slide) as a gift and it just elevated the whole experience. Dignity was the word that kept coming up when talking about how we wanted to send my dad home and you all truly helped make that a reality. If you’re in NYC and desire to send your loved one home with beauty and care, call them. ♥️ . I also want to thank my sweetest love @amondschein. I know you don’t need it, but I do. The Herculean effort you put in to help me and my family navigate this cannot be overstated. You are the love of my life for many many reasons but these past two months, and especially these last three weeks, have shown me the deep rooted love, compassion, patience and beauty in your heart. You are unmatched. Thank you my Moon. ♥️ ✨Praise God Almighty✨
THIS WILL BE LONG* . A week ago today we laid my father to rest…or at least his body. I feel him so clearly all the time. I hear him too. Things he’s said or sung-he has a beautiful voice. The third and fourth slides were of the most profound moment in our relationship. I’d loved him from a far for so much of my childhood that when I became a teenager I decided I didn’t need him. In fact I decided I was better off that he didn’t raise me. My father and I didn’t really cultivate a consistent relationship until 2004. He became present, and called me often and even came to visit me in Cali. He actively wanted to be in my life. So on July 25th 2012 I gave him the honor of walking me down the aisle. For all of the spiritual talks we’ve had throughout my life as a kid to now, it was this moment that led me to understand his purpose in my life. A steady hand held me as I shook, he recited the Lord’s Prayer to me forehead to forehead before we walked out, calming my tears and breath. Marrying Adam was the biggest decision I’d ever made for myself; the best in fact, and my father walked me through it. I feel like these last two months I got to return the favor. We didn’t know that was all the time we were getting but I feel like I got to walk him through it. ♥️ . I cannot end this post without thanking @bullock_funeral_services and Tamara Bullock for going above and beyond for our family. She made the tapestry for us (last slide) as a gift and it just elevated the whole experience. Dignity was the word that kept coming up when talking about how we wanted to send my dad home and you all truly helped make that a reality. If you’re in NYC and desire to send your loved one home with beauty and care, call them. ♥️ . I also want to thank my sweetest love @amondschein. I know you don’t need it, but I do. The Herculean effort you put in to help me and my family navigate this cannot be overstated. You are the love of my life for many many reasons but these past two months, and especially these last three weeks, have shown me the deep rooted love, compassion, patience and beauty in your heart. You are unmatched. Thank you my Moon. ♥️ ✨Praise God Almighty✨
THIS WILL BE LONG* . A week ago today we laid my father to rest…or at least his body. I feel him so clearly all the time. I hear him too. Things he’s said or sung-he has a beautiful voice. The third and fourth slides were of the most profound moment in our relationship. I’d loved him from a far for so much of my childhood that when I became a teenager I decided I didn’t need him. In fact I decided I was better off that he didn’t raise me. My father and I didn’t really cultivate a consistent relationship until 2004. He became present, and called me often and even came to visit me in Cali. He actively wanted to be in my life. So on July 25th 2012 I gave him the honor of walking me down the aisle. For all of the spiritual talks we’ve had throughout my life as a kid to now, it was this moment that led me to understand his purpose in my life. A steady hand held me as I shook, he recited the Lord’s Prayer to me forehead to forehead before we walked out, calming my tears and breath. Marrying Adam was the biggest decision I’d ever made for myself; the best in fact, and my father walked me through it. I feel like these last two months I got to return the favor. We didn’t know that was all the time we were getting but I feel like I got to walk him through it. ♥️ . I cannot end this post without thanking @bullock_funeral_services and Tamara Bullock for going above and beyond for our family. She made the tapestry for us (last slide) as a gift and it just elevated the whole experience. Dignity was the word that kept coming up when talking about how we wanted to send my dad home and you all truly helped make that a reality. If you’re in NYC and desire to send your loved one home with beauty and care, call them. ♥️ . I also want to thank my sweetest love @amondschein. I know you don’t need it, but I do. The Herculean effort you put in to help me and my family navigate this cannot be overstated. You are the love of my life for many many reasons but these past two months, and especially these last three weeks, have shown me the deep rooted love, compassion, patience and beauty in your heart. You are unmatched. Thank you my Moon. ♥️ ✨Praise God Almighty✨
THIS WILL BE LONG* . A week ago today we laid my father to rest…or at least his body. I feel him so clearly all the time. I hear him too. Things he’s said or sung-he has a beautiful voice. The third and fourth slides were of the most profound moment in our relationship. I’d loved him from a far for so much of my childhood that when I became a teenager I decided I didn’t need him. In fact I decided I was better off that he didn’t raise me. My father and I didn’t really cultivate a consistent relationship until 2004. He became present, and called me often and even came to visit me in Cali. He actively wanted to be in my life. So on July 25th 2012 I gave him the honor of walking me down the aisle. For all of the spiritual talks we’ve had throughout my life as a kid to now, it was this moment that led me to understand his purpose in my life. A steady hand held me as I shook, he recited the Lord’s Prayer to me forehead to forehead before we walked out, calming my tears and breath. Marrying Adam was the biggest decision I’d ever made for myself; the best in fact, and my father walked me through it. I feel like these last two months I got to return the favor. We didn’t know that was all the time we were getting but I feel like I got to walk him through it. ♥️ . I cannot end this post without thanking @bullock_funeral_services and Tamara Bullock for going above and beyond for our family. She made the tapestry for us (last slide) as a gift and it just elevated the whole experience. Dignity was the word that kept coming up when talking about how we wanted to send my dad home and you all truly helped make that a reality. If you’re in NYC and desire to send your loved one home with beauty and care, call them. ♥️ . I also want to thank my sweetest love @amondschein. I know you don’t need it, but I do. The Herculean effort you put in to help me and my family navigate this cannot be overstated. You are the love of my life for many many reasons but these past two months, and especially these last three weeks, have shown me the deep rooted love, compassion, patience and beauty in your heart. You are unmatched. Thank you my Moon. ♥️ ✨Praise God Almighty✨
THIS WILL BE LONG* . A week ago today we laid my father to rest…or at least his body. I feel him so clearly all the time. I hear him too. Things he’s said or sung-he has a beautiful voice. The third and fourth slides were of the most profound moment in our relationship. I’d loved him from a far for so much of my childhood that when I became a teenager I decided I didn’t need him. In fact I decided I was better off that he didn’t raise me. My father and I didn’t really cultivate a consistent relationship until 2004. He became present, and called me often and even came to visit me in Cali. He actively wanted to be in my life. So on July 25th 2012 I gave him the honor of walking me down the aisle. For all of the spiritual talks we’ve had throughout my life as a kid to now, it was this moment that led me to understand his purpose in my life. A steady hand held me as I shook, he recited the Lord’s Prayer to me forehead to forehead before we walked out, calming my tears and breath. Marrying Adam was the biggest decision I’d ever made for myself; the best in fact, and my father walked me through it. I feel like these last two months I got to return the favor. We didn’t know that was all the time we were getting but I feel like I got to walk him through it. ♥️ . I cannot end this post without thanking @bullock_funeral_services and Tamara Bullock for going above and beyond for our family. She made the tapestry for us (last slide) as a gift and it just elevated the whole experience. Dignity was the word that kept coming up when talking about how we wanted to send my dad home and you all truly helped make that a reality. If you’re in NYC and desire to send your loved one home with beauty and care, call them. ♥️ . I also want to thank my sweetest love @amondschein. I know you don’t need it, but I do. The Herculean effort you put in to help me and my family navigate this cannot be overstated. You are the love of my life for many many reasons but these past two months, and especially these last three weeks, have shown me the deep rooted love, compassion, patience and beauty in your heart. You are unmatched. Thank you my Moon. ♥️ ✨Praise God Almighty✨
THIS WILL BE LONG* . A week ago today we laid my father to rest…or at least his body. I feel him so clearly all the time. I hear him too. Things he’s said or sung-he has a beautiful voice. The third and fourth slides were of the most profound moment in our relationship. I’d loved him from a far for so much of my childhood that when I became a teenager I decided I didn’t need him. In fact I decided I was better off that he didn’t raise me. My father and I didn’t really cultivate a consistent relationship until 2004. He became present, and called me often and even came to visit me in Cali. He actively wanted to be in my life. So on July 25th 2012 I gave him the honor of walking me down the aisle. For all of the spiritual talks we’ve had throughout my life as a kid to now, it was this moment that led me to understand his purpose in my life. A steady hand held me as I shook, he recited the Lord’s Prayer to me forehead to forehead before we walked out, calming my tears and breath. Marrying Adam was the biggest decision I’d ever made for myself; the best in fact, and my father walked me through it. I feel like these last two months I got to return the favor. We didn’t know that was all the time we were getting but I feel like I got to walk him through it. ♥️ . I cannot end this post without thanking @bullock_funeral_services and Tamara Bullock for going above and beyond for our family. She made the tapestry for us (last slide) as a gift and it just elevated the whole experience. Dignity was the word that kept coming up when talking about how we wanted to send my dad home and you all truly helped make that a reality. If you’re in NYC and desire to send your loved one home with beauty and care, call them. ♥️ . I also want to thank my sweetest love @amondschein. I know you don’t need it, but I do. The Herculean effort you put in to help me and my family navigate this cannot be overstated. You are the love of my life for many many reasons but these past two months, and especially these last three weeks, have shown me the deep rooted love, compassion, patience and beauty in your heart. You are unmatched. Thank you my Moon. ♥️ ✨Praise God Almighty✨
THIS WILL BE LONG* . A week ago today we laid my father to rest…or at least his body. I feel him so clearly all the time. I hear him too. Things he’s said or sung-he has a beautiful voice. The third and fourth slides were of the most profound moment in our relationship. I’d loved him from a far for so much of my childhood that when I became a teenager I decided I didn’t need him. In fact I decided I was better off that he didn’t raise me. My father and I didn’t really cultivate a consistent relationship until 2004. He became present, and called me often and even came to visit me in Cali. He actively wanted to be in my life. So on July 25th 2012 I gave him the honor of walking me down the aisle. For all of the spiritual talks we’ve had throughout my life as a kid to now, it was this moment that led me to understand his purpose in my life. A steady hand held me as I shook, he recited the Lord’s Prayer to me forehead to forehead before we walked out, calming my tears and breath. Marrying Adam was the biggest decision I’d ever made for myself; the best in fact, and my father walked me through it. I feel like these last two months I got to return the favor. We didn’t know that was all the time we were getting but I feel like I got to walk him through it. ♥️ . I cannot end this post without thanking @bullock_funeral_services and Tamara Bullock for going above and beyond for our family. She made the tapestry for us (last slide) as a gift and it just elevated the whole experience. Dignity was the word that kept coming up when talking about how we wanted to send my dad home and you all truly helped make that a reality. If you’re in NYC and desire to send your loved one home with beauty and care, call them. ♥️ . I also want to thank my sweetest love @amondschein. I know you don’t need it, but I do. The Herculean effort you put in to help me and my family navigate this cannot be overstated. You are the love of my life for many many reasons but these past two months, and especially these last three weeks, have shown me the deep rooted love, compassion, patience and beauty in your heart. You are unmatched. Thank you my Moon. ♥️ ✨Praise God Almighty✨
THIS WILL BE LONG* . A week ago today we laid my father to rest…or at least his body. I feel him so clearly all the time. I hear him too. Things he’s said or sung-he has a beautiful voice. The third and fourth slides were of the most profound moment in our relationship. I’d loved him from a far for so much of my childhood that when I became a teenager I decided I didn’t need him. In fact I decided I was better off that he didn’t raise me. My father and I didn’t really cultivate a consistent relationship until 2004. He became present, and called me often and even came to visit me in Cali. He actively wanted to be in my life. So on July 25th 2012 I gave him the honor of walking me down the aisle. For all of the spiritual talks we’ve had throughout my life as a kid to now, it was this moment that led me to understand his purpose in my life. A steady hand held me as I shook, he recited the Lord’s Prayer to me forehead to forehead before we walked out, calming my tears and breath. Marrying Adam was the biggest decision I’d ever made for myself; the best in fact, and my father walked me through it. I feel like these last two months I got to return the favor. We didn’t know that was all the time we were getting but I feel like I got to walk him through it. ♥️ . I cannot end this post without thanking @bullock_funeral_services and Tamara Bullock for going above and beyond for our family. She made the tapestry for us (last slide) as a gift and it just elevated the whole experience. Dignity was the word that kept coming up when talking about how we wanted to send my dad home and you all truly helped make that a reality. If you’re in NYC and desire to send your loved one home with beauty and care, call them. ♥️ . I also want to thank my sweetest love @amondschein. I know you don’t need it, but I do. The Herculean effort you put in to help me and my family navigate this cannot be overstated. You are the love of my life for many many reasons but these past two months, and especially these last three weeks, have shown me the deep rooted love, compassion, patience and beauty in your heart. You are unmatched. Thank you my Moon. ♥️ ✨Praise God Almighty✨
What can I say about this man right here?! His example as a big brother is unmatched. I know it was hard being the oldest and forging a path for yourself with very few tools. But you’ve become someone I am thoroughly proud of, Brey. The way you held me down this past year, the WHOLE YEAR, is life affirming. Our check-ins and heart to hearts helped get me through the darkest of days. Thank you for choosing our WILD ass family to be born into. Thank you for your incredible talents and zest for life that put a battery in my back when I need it. Thank you for so fiercely believing in yourself that it becomes contagious. Thank you for your sense of humor and antics (Brey is hilarious y’all, get into it). I loved being called Lil’ Brey in Junior High. You were my one and only connection to cool and I reeeeeally needed it lol. Ain’t near one of us perfect and I love that you know that and embrace the mess without judgment. You’re work is in progress and I love seeing that. Thank you. I’m grateful for Brey Day! I love you, BRUDDAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BREYONE!! ♥️🥰🎉😍🎊 @breykingrecords
✨THANK YOU✨ . I had a whole plan to tag specific people but I’m fortunate enough to say there are too many of you. This experience of my father’s passing has set my feet evermore firmly on the path of gratitude. I will spend the rest of my life thanking all of you that showed up so clearly and deeply for me and my family. Every single expression of love that you all showed me mattered. I am not being hyperbolic. When I say I read every comment and every text or DM with a full and grateful heart, I mean it. The unbelievably generous monetary offerings have humbled me to my soul. The many beautiful floral arrangements filled my spirit with joy. And the bountiful food gift cards are filling our bellies with love. The phone calls and text convos that held space for me to weep and laugh and shout, you will never know the salve you’ve been. To those that find themselves in this same boat, some even at this same time, thank you for your open hearted patience and commiseration. So many amazing friends that share in this grief with me, I now know in a new deeper way. Thank you, friends. Thank you, family. Thank you, sisters. Y’all are a true blessing. You know me. You love me. You see me. Thank you. Thank you thank you. ✨♥️Praise. God. Almighty♥️✨
