Karan Kapadia Instagram – drowning in this sorrow for too long I’ve been waking in the morning and the sentiment is wrong Passive aggressive I put my feelings into song I put pen to paper And the feeling dissipates caper around the room Start to elevate A pessimist by nature I don’t celebrate No champagne and no vodka Just some Gatorade I stayed away from trouble From the rubble I emerged Reborn Thought I finally found my way finally found some form I guess not I best not Question life decisions I’m making an exhibition Of second guessing myself But I’m better now Mind is so clear light like a feather now my heart is heavy ,grated to pieces like cheddar now I pick up the pieces I’m trying put ‘em together But now my vision is cloudy and I’m just blaming the weather I never thought That I’d be in this predicament My heart is on the line I guess that sadness is just imminent I’m running nonetheless I’m running till I’m out of breath I’m running till I’m weary Till my heart is pounding out my chest I never give up , I keep on going, give it all my best I Never look behind , give a fuck about the rest? no !