Tabrett Bethell Instagram – What? You were born nude!
Found this Polaroid from a photo shoot I did in Ibiza Spain. This picture always fills me with mixed emotions. You see, I was excited to do this shoot, I wanted to work with the Australian photographer ( can’t remember his name) and in truth this was probably the most fun and joy I’ve ever had on a shoot. It was the first time I’d ever experienced feeling so close with a crew before. It was amazing.
Months later I started dating someone in the industry who had participated on many nude shoots and when he saw this photo he said he felt humiliated and shamed and didn’t know how he would be able to walk down the street with me. He made it clear that my body wasn’t good enough to do these shoots. I believed him. And I let my special experience be taken from me.
Took me awhile to delete and unsubscribe from these types.
You see I’ve been wronged and shamed for many things I’ve had to overcome in my life.
Back in 2011 when I started to enter into a kundalini awakening that took me 10 years to overcome I was told to be quiet. Shh don’t tell anyone. I’ve never felt so alone, so misunderstood and so rejected ( except for a small few) while moving through something so immense but I expose myself here not as a victim but as someone who got through the dam thing with gratefulness that in 2022 the term awakening is more mainstream and more awareness is around this as it’s a thing and it happens.
Secondly, in 2021 I had a severe reaction to my double Pfizer vaccine. Again I was told shh don’t tell anyone. People will come at you . And they did. Again, minimal support and in terror but I’m one of the lucky ones. Moving through it.
I’m not interested in debating topics. That consciousness is beneath me. I’m interested in spreading awareness. Being the conscious being the world wants me to be.
I’m done being quiet | Posted on 24/Aug/2022 04:32:42
