All these days he had been waiting for this last day of school.
He was Excited for the long summer holidays!
Till last night.
today morning he gave me a hug as usual but refused to lemme go.
I knew something was wrong.
Is eveything ok nilan? I asked.
Amma im very emotional.
Why Kanna?
Today is the last day of roopa mam class. I love her so much. I want to stay with her.
Ok, roopa mam and nilan share this beautiful bond. Nilan is too good at recognising good souls and when he fell for roopa mam I could only imagine wat a beautiful person she should be. When I met her in person I fell for her too. I was super happy as a mother for nilan to spend his school time with her.
Coming back to today..
I had to cheer nilan up for the last day of school.
Explaining him things always works.
So I tried.
“ nilan u r a boy.. so many wonderful women are going to come and go in your life.
They will fill a phase of your life making it beautiful and when it’s time u have to let them go.cherish the memories but You need to move on.
U can’t be selfish and keep roopa mam all for yourself.
Angels like roopa mam should keep flying.. making many more kids lives beautiful just the way she made yours!
He nodded.
And that’s how we decided to have super fun today at school with roopa mam.
But Guess wat. It din work.
Kutty nilan came out with a long face.
He din want to let her go.
He was behind her like a puppy.
My genes. Crazy for love.
finally when we said bye to her.
I gave roopa mam a hug and she whispered to me
“Thanks for this lovely boy”
🥹🤍🤍🤍🤍 #NILAN
#beautifulthingcalledlife
#grateful
Every time I open gate for him I salute him with a big smile.
Something I love doing.
Been doing it for more than a year!
I love it so much that we abandoned the idea of installing an electric gate.
Recently feroz started recording me!
But wait..
These smiles and love vibes are not created for the camera.
It’s for him. For feroz.
Posting it here to just tell you one thing..
We don’t need candle light dinners and solitaires to create those special moments.
All it takes is two hearts in love.
Try it.
It’s realmagic!
Lol, my fav oxymoron! #realmagic #love🤍
Why do u work out so hard?????
To look like this bruh 🤓
#inlovewithmyself #inlovewithlife
P.c : @kanithiru10
Why do u work out so hard?????
To look like this bruh 🤓
#inlovewithmyself #inlovewithlife
P.c : @kanithiru10
Why do u work out so hard?????
To look like this bruh 🤓
#inlovewithmyself #inlovewithlife
P.c : @kanithiru10
Why do u work out so hard?????
To look like this bruh 🤓
#inlovewithmyself #inlovewithlife
P.c : @kanithiru10
Why do u work out so hard?????
To look like this bruh 🤓
#inlovewithmyself #inlovewithlife
P.c : @kanithiru10
Ey ponnu.. ponnu🙋♀️
#hitoallgirls
#andboystoo
#favoriteaudio
@bayfitecr
@coachhariprasad
@letsmuscleup
Us ♥️♥️♥️ #photodump
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This happend couple of weeks back..
Feroz and I had a silly fight, I went to my room and started crying. Yes,the only person capable of making me cry for stupid reasons is my husband 🙄
Ok I heard a knock at the door and thought it was feroz (he always follows me)
but it was nilan.
He came in and started consoling me.
“Amma why are u crying? when u have a fight, fight back amma don’t just come to your room and cry like this.
Did u forget that you are the sole survivor.
If u had cried there u wudnt have won them all. Remember?
“U only cry to daddy. Why amma.. if he is rude to you u also be rude to him 10 times.
If he loves u, u also love him 10 times.
Watvever he is to you u also be the same to him 10 times. U will never have to cry amma”
He handed me the tissue box .
I wiped my tears, mesmerised by the lil human infront of me.
Nilan has this habit of walking and talking when he is serious about something. He can’t stand at one place.
He was walking throughout.
“Focus amma focus, if u choose to be weak that’s wat u will be. “
This was not the first time,
nilan can talk.
Like a mentor.
He can really put senses into me.
Sometimes I wonder if nilan is faking it all to be innocent otherwise, Bcoz the words he choose the point he makes and the way he puts it all is up to par.
Coming back to that day,
he kept on going and finally he went to the windows, opened the curtains and said..
“Cheer up amma.. See Atleast u have mangoes here when u open your curtains.
Keep the curtains open amma. Watch the mangoes. U will never have to cry”
WOW.
Today morning my mood was bowwwww 🐣🥸.
woke up, went to my room to freshen up, mechanically opened my curtains and saw these mangoes!!!
And realised
“atleast I have mangoes!”
#youhavesomething
#everything is a #blessing
#lifelessons #nilanmymentor
#atleastwehavemangoes
That’s right .. earned it 😎
#mysaturdaynight #happyweekend
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That’s right .. earned it 😎
#mysaturdaynight #happyweekend
@bayfitecr
That’s right .. earned it 😎
#mysaturdaynight #happyweekend
@bayfitecr
That’s right .. earned it 😎
#mysaturdaynight #happyweekend
@bayfitecr
I love weekends.
For me weekends have No rules!
No school.
Don’t have to get up at 6.30..
I can eat wat I crave for..
no routine to follow.
Saturday night parties..
spas..
sunday with nilan..
I can Binge watch reels and end the day.
But wait..
As much as I love weekends I love my week days as well.
I plan my day the previous night.
keep the house organised.
Love to be punctual.
The reading.
Limited reels time with reels I learn things from.
Work outs..
healthy eating..
interesting menu to impress hubby.
An hour of tv time with him every night.
Early to bed. And wake up fresh!
Yes. Weekdays would be gone in a jet speed making way for the weekend where vg turns from ganga to chandramuki again!
I never liked Mondays.
When Mondays grew monstrous on me I decided to tame them!
With love and passion.
I succeeded and now they are my pets!
Wat once frightened me and made me go depressed is now an exciting roller coaster ride.
I wasn’t born this way. I trained my mind to love eveything and live the moment.
Bcoz I realised the value.
We r not going to be here forever.
I sometimes go to my room.. close my eyes, touch my favourite things and feel them deep. Bcoz one day the privilege of having this sense of touching will be denied to my celestial being.
So enjoying and trapping the memory as much as I can.
Even when I pick up my comb I give a tight hold and be grateful for my reality.
My love and respect for this life is huge.
In my opinion, We don’t go to heaven from here. I don’t think there could be any better place than earth to call it a heaven. The heaven is right here. We somehow earned the visit and got here.
Instead of complaining and deteriorating
let’s just be grateful , graceful and live through!
Let’s just enjoy the stay.
As much as we can.
And
As long as we can.
Happy Monday.
Go make it yours 🤍
#mondaynotamonsterday
