Shafaq Naaz Instagram – The last six months of my life have been nothing but a horrifying nightmare that I am living with my eyes wide open. In the first few months, everyone knows the reason WHY!! After that, no one knows WHY!! While everyone around me is trying to move on and is actually moving on (thank God), here I am fighting my own demons and struggling. I have gained so much weight that when I look at myself in the mirror, I am unable to recognize myself. I am even losing work because of this, while people from my industry are giving me a ‘timeline’ to get into shape in 10-15 days (which I have tried), but of course, the body takes its own time. I can’t just take a knife and cut out the extra weight. I was living under constant pressure, which led me to start abusing myself. I am someone who loves myself no matter what. Anyway, I have realized that this constant pressure is not going to get me anywhere. It is only making me mentally, emotionally, and physically drained. So here I am, literally taking ONE DAY AT A TIME. I have a slipped disc, so I have to be very careful with my workouts and be selective with weightlifting and other exercises. Thanks to my trainers, it’s a little easier to understand. While everyone is busy sharing their achievements and stuff on social media, I thought, let’s be real with you guys for a change. Maybe you can relate, or if anyone is going through what I am going through, I just want to say, “I can understand, you are not alone. We all have demons and struggles to fight, and it’s okay.” If any of you want to share your story or even if not, we can listen to each other’s struggles. From, Broken and unbroken Naaz Love and light to everyone♥️