“Here’s the answer to the endless questions I receive every day…” . . . . . . So for a few years now I’ve been struggling with an eating disorder. I never liked what I saw in the mirror, until one day, after getting injured without being able to participate in dance class, I knew it was my opportunity to make my dream come true and work towards getting the body I always wanted. Little did I know that such a dream can only turn into a nightmare. I became addicted to calories and numbers, my anorexia avoiding every calorie I could until there was almost nothing left of me. Not physically and not spiritually. Before shooting the 3rd and 4th seasons of GHA my body was so weak, walking got me breathless. My health was at the lowest it had ever been and both Giora and I knew my health insurance wasn’t going to allow my participation in the show. I was devastated. And only a few days later I began residential treatment. Today I’m living a whole new life. Ill unapologetically worship my body no matter it’s size, no matter what our society makes us believe is right or beautiful. No I don’t love it, these pictures were not easy for me to share. But I’m willing to put out the message, that we all deserve endless amounts of self love, after lacking it myself for so many years- to the point where my life was at risk. I do not believe in before and after pictures. What truly matters is the present, our here and now and the progress we’ve made and are continuing to make. So here’s the answer to the endless questions I receive everyday- I lost myself therefore I lost everything around me. Please take care of your self. You’re a beautiful being and a beautiful soul. ❤️
“Here’s the answer to the endless questions I receive every day…” . . . . . . So for a few years now I’ve been struggling with an eating disorder. I never liked what I saw in the mirror, until one day, after getting injured without being able to participate in dance class, I knew it was my opportunity to make my dream come true and work towards getting the body I always wanted. Little did I know that such a dream can only turn into a nightmare. I became addicted to calories and numbers, my anorexia avoiding every calorie I could until there was almost nothing left of me. Not physically and not spiritually. Before shooting the 3rd and 4th seasons of GHA my body was so weak, walking got me breathless. My health was at the lowest it had ever been and both Giora and I knew my health insurance wasn’t going to allow my participation in the show. I was devastated. And only a few days later I began residential treatment. Today I’m living a whole new life. Ill unapologetically worship my body no matter it’s size, no matter what our society makes us believe is right or beautiful. No I don’t love it, these pictures were not easy for me to share. But I’m willing to put out the message, that we all deserve endless amounts of self love, after lacking it myself for so many years- to the point where my life was at risk. I do not believe in before and after pictures. What truly matters is the present, our here and now and the progress we’ve made and are continuing to make. So here’s the answer to the endless questions I receive everyday- I lost myself therefore I lost everything around me. Please take care of your self. You’re a beautiful being and a beautiful soul. ❤️
Quarantine, acrylics and my brother’s old jeans= 👼🏼 { #revolve 🖤}
Quarantine, acrylics and my brother’s old jeans= 👼🏼 { #revolve 🖤}
Quarantine, acrylics and my brother’s old jeans= 👼🏼 { #revolve 🖤}
Sand land 🦀
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I can’t run, but I can hide
🖤 תום #השוטרים @shamir.rotem @yuval_yefet @aker1
Just call me Picasso
By my fave @alisamilg_photographer
By my fave @alisamilg_photographer
By my fave @alisamilg_photographer
Happy 21st birthday little thing. I promise I’ll try to take better care of you, better than I have. I hope you’ll keep that smile on your face for the rest of your life ❤️ I’m proud of you ❤️
You only benefit from a mom who doesn’t know how to focus the camera without taking a picture
You only benefit from a mom who doesn’t know how to focus the camera without taking a picture
When turning 20, go to Jerusalem. If you asked me a year ago how my 20th Bday will look like, I wouldn’t be able to answer. The person I’ve changed into this year, is an Aviv I wasn’t familiar with for years. So many things had happened these past 365 days, I’m finding it hard to believe they all fit into one year. Today I’m stronger, I’m smarter, I’m more vulnerable, and scared- but I trust myself and the journey I’m on. Happy birthday me, you’ve really grown, and it looks good on you 🦋
