Raveena Aurora Instagram – week of mirror selfies around the world 😱 Ok let me journal and be feral and honest w u for a sec because it’s been a while since I did that . i went 2 Europe this week, and I was really resisting it because I was supposed to do vipassana at home instead (I’ve been tryna do it every month – it’s like 10 hours of meditation for a series of days) . It’s my birthday this week, a turn of a new decade .. I’ve been partly embracing it & finding myself in the happiest year of my life as I bloom & bloom into this loving loving gorgeous gorgeous joyful joyful creating creating being 🥳 🥳, and then there are parts of me that are scared and contending with growing older for the first time !! Partly bcus of how much stress is placed on a woman’s age as we grow , and this outdated stereotype that aging people only grow more out of touch, out of (capital’s !!!!!) function . It’s funny- I oscillate between feeling like a reflection of the beauty and nature around me, and then every now and then if I linger too long in the digital world I find myself questioning my features and wondering if I need to change , wondering if I’m doing enough . It’s such a sinking feeling and maybe it’s why I have to meditate such an insane amount 2 stay grounded amongst machines. Anyways so back to Europe. I was resistant and asked my angels why they wanted me to go . They led me to a Tibetan temple in London . I got to the temple and sat in the prayer room and I started to go into deep meditation, still a bit confused why I was led here . Something in me started counting all the buddhas on the wall – there were so many more than usual !! & then I counted 30 TO BE EXACT !!An early birthday gift from the angels. And then they told me – WHY ARE YOU QUESTIONING THE PERFECT ORDER OF THINGS ? They said- “we made the most beautiful, perfect, divine , free vessel for your soul and we have a divine plan for u- why are you holding onto your twenties, why are you resisting the perfect path forward ??” And then I got flashes of the next decade and it was SO bountiful. I saw my future babies, I saw all the success and abundance, I Saw myself only becoming more warm, beautiful, knowing , strong with age😍 London, United Kingdom