One year ago today I had total hip replacement surgery. One year ago right now, I couldn’t walk and I was high on oxy. Today I’m back on stage. As a kid, theatre saved my life. Theatre gave me a safe space to feel all the big feelings I didn’t know what to do with. It’s been one of the hardest years of my life, but I feel like a new person. Healing isn’t linear. Healing isn’t cute. Daily therapy, daily discipline, daily annoying work. I’ve lost “friends” who clearly could only handle me at my best and when I was providing them with something. That’s not a real friend. Until now, I’ve put so much pressure on myself to always be or at least appear to be “perfect”. In the last 365 days, I’ve learned that— with the right people— it’s actually possible feel strong, safe and “perfect” when I’m the most vulnerable. Thank you. Thank you to the real ones. Thank you to the support system celebrating the wins and the losses. The ones who never judge or give up on me. Even when I do. Thank you to my team of therapists, physical therapists and trainers. Y’all are tagged. But also thank you to my damn *self* for the discipline, resilience and commitment. Thank you to my body for the divine ability to heal. Thank you to people with unspoken pain that goes unseen because it’s invisible. To the champions out there with invisible diseases who carry it all. # 9 is what @mattfdoyle texted me the moment I walked out of my audition for #Sinatra, before I even got the offer. I had to screenshot because I almost dropped my phone. Reality is— I’m not fearless. I’m terrified. I just do it all anyway.
One year ago today I had total hip replacement surgery. One year ago right now, I couldn’t walk and I was high on oxy. Today I’m back on stage. As a kid, theatre saved my life. Theatre gave me a safe space to feel all the big feelings I didn’t know what to do with. It’s been one of the hardest years of my life, but I feel like a new person. Healing isn’t linear. Healing isn’t cute. Daily therapy, daily discipline, daily annoying work. I’ve lost “friends” who clearly could only handle me at my best and when I was providing them with something. That’s not a real friend. Until now, I’ve put so much pressure on myself to always be or at least appear to be “perfect”. In the last 365 days, I’ve learned that— with the right people— it’s actually possible feel strong, safe and “perfect” when I’m the most vulnerable. Thank you. Thank you to the real ones. Thank you to the support system celebrating the wins and the losses. The ones who never judge or give up on me. Even when I do. Thank you to my team of therapists, physical therapists and trainers. Y’all are tagged. But also thank you to my damn *self* for the discipline, resilience and commitment. Thank you to my body for the divine ability to heal. Thank you to people with unspoken pain that goes unseen because it’s invisible. To the champions out there with invisible diseases who carry it all. # 9 is what @mattfdoyle texted me the moment I walked out of my audition for #Sinatra, before I even got the offer. I had to screenshot because I almost dropped my phone. Reality is— I’m not fearless. I’m terrified. I just do it all anyway.
One year ago today I had total hip replacement surgery. One year ago right now, I couldn’t walk and I was high on oxy. Today I’m back on stage. As a kid, theatre saved my life. Theatre gave me a safe space to feel all the big feelings I didn’t know what to do with. It’s been one of the hardest years of my life, but I feel like a new person. Healing isn’t linear. Healing isn’t cute. Daily therapy, daily discipline, daily annoying work. I’ve lost “friends” who clearly could only handle me at my best and when I was providing them with something. That’s not a real friend. Until now, I’ve put so much pressure on myself to always be or at least appear to be “perfect”. In the last 365 days, I’ve learned that— with the right people— it’s actually possible feel strong, safe and “perfect” when I’m the most vulnerable. Thank you. Thank you to the real ones. Thank you to the support system celebrating the wins and the losses. The ones who never judge or give up on me. Even when I do. Thank you to my team of therapists, physical therapists and trainers. Y’all are tagged. But also thank you to my damn *self* for the discipline, resilience and commitment. Thank you to my body for the divine ability to heal. Thank you to people with unspoken pain that goes unseen because it’s invisible. To the champions out there with invisible diseases who carry it all. # 9 is what @mattfdoyle texted me the moment I walked out of my audition for #Sinatra, before I even got the offer. I had to screenshot because I almost dropped my phone. Reality is— I’m not fearless. I’m terrified. I just do it all anyway.
One year ago today I had total hip replacement surgery. One year ago right now, I couldn’t walk and I was high on oxy. Today I’m back on stage. As a kid, theatre saved my life. Theatre gave me a safe space to feel all the big feelings I didn’t know what to do with. It’s been one of the hardest years of my life, but I feel like a new person. Healing isn’t linear. Healing isn’t cute. Daily therapy, daily discipline, daily annoying work. I’ve lost “friends” who clearly could only handle me at my best and when I was providing them with something. That’s not a real friend. Until now, I’ve put so much pressure on myself to always be or at least appear to be “perfect”. In the last 365 days, I’ve learned that— with the right people— it’s actually possible feel strong, safe and “perfect” when I’m the most vulnerable. Thank you. Thank you to the real ones. Thank you to the support system celebrating the wins and the losses. The ones who never judge or give up on me. Even when I do. Thank you to my team of therapists, physical therapists and trainers. Y’all are tagged. But also thank you to my damn *self* for the discipline, resilience and commitment. Thank you to my body for the divine ability to heal. Thank you to people with unspoken pain that goes unseen because it’s invisible. To the champions out there with invisible diseases who carry it all. # 9 is what @mattfdoyle texted me the moment I walked out of my audition for #Sinatra, before I even got the offer. I had to screenshot because I almost dropped my phone. Reality is— I’m not fearless. I’m terrified. I just do it all anyway.
One year ago today I had total hip replacement surgery. One year ago right now, I couldn’t walk and I was high on oxy. Today I’m back on stage. As a kid, theatre saved my life. Theatre gave me a safe space to feel all the big feelings I didn’t know what to do with. It’s been one of the hardest years of my life, but I feel like a new person. Healing isn’t linear. Healing isn’t cute. Daily therapy, daily discipline, daily annoying work. I’ve lost “friends” who clearly could only handle me at my best and when I was providing them with something. That’s not a real friend. Until now, I’ve put so much pressure on myself to always be or at least appear to be “perfect”. In the last 365 days, I’ve learned that— with the right people— it’s actually possible feel strong, safe and “perfect” when I’m the most vulnerable. Thank you. Thank you to the real ones. Thank you to the support system celebrating the wins and the losses. The ones who never judge or give up on me. Even when I do. Thank you to my team of therapists, physical therapists and trainers. Y’all are tagged. But also thank you to my damn *self* for the discipline, resilience and commitment. Thank you to my body for the divine ability to heal. Thank you to people with unspoken pain that goes unseen because it’s invisible. To the champions out there with invisible diseases who carry it all. # 9 is what @mattfdoyle texted me the moment I walked out of my audition for #Sinatra, before I even got the offer. I had to screenshot because I almost dropped my phone. Reality is— I’m not fearless. I’m terrified. I just do it all anyway.
One year ago today I had total hip replacement surgery. One year ago right now, I couldn’t walk and I was high on oxy. Today I’m back on stage. As a kid, theatre saved my life. Theatre gave me a safe space to feel all the big feelings I didn’t know what to do with. It’s been one of the hardest years of my life, but I feel like a new person. Healing isn’t linear. Healing isn’t cute. Daily therapy, daily discipline, daily annoying work. I’ve lost “friends” who clearly could only handle me at my best and when I was providing them with something. That’s not a real friend. Until now, I’ve put so much pressure on myself to always be or at least appear to be “perfect”. In the last 365 days, I’ve learned that— with the right people— it’s actually possible feel strong, safe and “perfect” when I’m the most vulnerable. Thank you. Thank you to the real ones. Thank you to the support system celebrating the wins and the losses. The ones who never judge or give up on me. Even when I do. Thank you to my team of therapists, physical therapists and trainers. Y’all are tagged. But also thank you to my damn *self* for the discipline, resilience and commitment. Thank you to my body for the divine ability to heal. Thank you to people with unspoken pain that goes unseen because it’s invisible. To the champions out there with invisible diseases who carry it all. # 9 is what @mattfdoyle texted me the moment I walked out of my audition for #Sinatra, before I even got the offer. I had to screenshot because I almost dropped my phone. Reality is— I’m not fearless. I’m terrified. I just do it all anyway.
One year ago today I had total hip replacement surgery. One year ago right now, I couldn’t walk and I was high on oxy. Today I’m back on stage. As a kid, theatre saved my life. Theatre gave me a safe space to feel all the big feelings I didn’t know what to do with. It’s been one of the hardest years of my life, but I feel like a new person. Healing isn’t linear. Healing isn’t cute. Daily therapy, daily discipline, daily annoying work. I’ve lost “friends” who clearly could only handle me at my best and when I was providing them with something. That’s not a real friend. Until now, I’ve put so much pressure on myself to always be or at least appear to be “perfect”. In the last 365 days, I’ve learned that— with the right people— it’s actually possible feel strong, safe and “perfect” when I’m the most vulnerable. Thank you. Thank you to the real ones. Thank you to the support system celebrating the wins and the losses. The ones who never judge or give up on me. Even when I do. Thank you to my team of therapists, physical therapists and trainers. Y’all are tagged. But also thank you to my damn *self* for the discipline, resilience and commitment. Thank you to my body for the divine ability to heal. Thank you to people with unspoken pain that goes unseen because it’s invisible. To the champions out there with invisible diseases who carry it all. # 9 is what @mattfdoyle texted me the moment I walked out of my audition for #Sinatra, before I even got the offer. I had to screenshot because I almost dropped my phone. Reality is— I’m not fearless. I’m terrified. I just do it all anyway.
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ALL OR NOTHING AT ALL, BABY. House of #Sinatra
ALL OR NOTHING AT ALL, BABY. House of #Sinatra
ALL OR NOTHING AT ALL, BABY. House of #Sinatra
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in the name of Penelope, Salma, Jamie, Michelle, and bad bitches everywhere, amen. snaps by @jennyandersonphoto
in the name of Penelope, Salma, Jamie, Michelle, and bad bitches everywhere, amen. snaps by @jennyandersonphoto
in the name of Penelope, Salma, Jamie, Michelle, and bad bitches everywhere, amen. snaps by @jennyandersonphoto
in the name of Penelope, Salma, Jamie, Michelle, and bad bitches everywhere, amen. snaps by @jennyandersonphoto