Sarma Melngailis

Sarma Melngailis Instagram – TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life.
Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾 | Posted on 01/Oct/2023 18:56:37