Deepika Venkatachalam Instagram – 2022- A year where I was lost, found and came back! 🫶 What happens when your life topples down the other way in no time? It’s a complete mess that’s leaves you blacked out. Today is different from how the year started but the road wasn’t easy. Depression caught me, sleeplessness haunted me & I slipped into a zone of feeling lost. It made me feel miserable and exhausting that I tried to be alone and away. As much I stayed away I also couldn’t skip my commitment towards work. I wouldn’t say things changed overnight but they slowly seemed different. I had some people (whom I initially feared to trust) who actually came into my life and brought some sun in my wrecked phase. It got harder to mingle but I tried and I’m still trying to do it. I’ve also thought depression flies away the moment you stay away or take a trip. 🥲 But No! I tried all of them and failed at it miserably while convincing my people to let me live alone. Also even upon living alone for a brief period, my heart ached more than it had to heal. But today, this moment my heart is filled with gratitude just the way it was supposed to be. Though it was hard and rocky, I learnt. No regrets, instead a heart that was so wounded is now healed and calmer than before! I threw away toxicity, I found myself, I found my bunch, I found my soulmate 🫶 & I found PEACE. Some years down the lane, I would definitely look back into this year to say a thank you for the person it has carved me into ❤️ There will be moments that will shake us, it might even break us. It’s okay. You are precious and nothing is over you. Remember to give enough time to heal, no matter how long it takes. Remember to spend time with the ones who don’t judge you at your vulnerable times. Remember your family loves you. Remember there’s nothing bigger than your peace and calmness. And remember there’s abundant love yet left in this world ♥️ that will make you feel free and feel ALIVE. #RealoverPerfect #2022recap #chennaiinfluencer PS: I didnt cry & then begin rec. ⏺️I was asked to rec a self talk on how my day went every night,basis the suggestion of my therapist. Those are times when I began to Talk and tears rolled out of nowhere.