Im not afraid to admit that I have got a little lost along the way for various reasons recently with self love.
This is a hard reminder I am still here alive and will burn if I don’t put factor 50 on dat ass. Self love
Im not afraid to admit that I have got a little lost along the way for various reasons recently with self love.
This is a hard reminder I am still here alive and will burn if I don’t put factor 50 on dat ass. Self love
Im not afraid to admit that I have got a little lost along the way for various reasons recently with self love.
This is a hard reminder I am still here alive and will burn if I don’t put factor 50 on dat ass. Self love
Im not afraid to admit that I have got a little lost along the way for various reasons recently with self love.
This is a hard reminder I am still here alive and will burn if I don’t put factor 50 on dat ass. Self love
5 years and I still cry like it was yesterday
Greif sucks. I love you big bro. 🕊️🫂 Better Days
5 years and I still cry like it was yesterday
Greif sucks. I love you big bro. 🕊️🫂 Better Days
5 years and I still cry like it was yesterday
Greif sucks. I love you big bro. 🕊️🫂 Better Days
5 years and I still cry like it was yesterday
Greif sucks. I love you big bro. 🕊️🫂 Better Days
5 years and I still cry like it was yesterday
Greif sucks. I love you big bro. 🕊️🫂 Better Days
I think it’s safe to say if there’s one thing I’m SURE of in life at the moment. Is that I struggle when I’m not being open and honest with how I’m feeling.
Whether it’s with my family and friends or on here with you lot who care and my fans.
So here goes…
I’m not myself, haven’t been for a while.
I know I will come back and my spark will return. It’s been gone before and returned even brighter. I always know there is sunshine after a storm. I’m just acknowledging that it’s not as strong as it once was right now. This isn’t just about becoming a new Mum, and that also isn’t a valid reason to accept it. (Incase any new Mums feel it might be) 🫂
It’s an accumulation of events and feelings and things that have altered my normal recently. I’m processing it all and taking my time with it. In some of it I am finding so much clarity and joy and in other parts. I am exhausted and sad a lot.
What I’ve come to realise is that I need to be in the moment.
And this is the moment. So I’m going to be here until it passes. Which it will. Life is 🌊 and a 🎢 I refuse to get off because the ride is a little scary.
Last pic is one of my injuries from falling off the stage, a fat 🖕🏻which is fitting as it’s what I do to my brain most days so it knows I’m not f***ing with it feeling like this.
Here’s to holding onto the lightening bolts of joy we feel just for a split second when we are sad and holding onto them so they grow. 🪄
Also not me walking off the stage all cocky for my last show of the year, and RAKAKAKAKAKA down the stairs I went. 👍🏻 Honest
I think it’s safe to say if there’s one thing I’m SURE of in life at the moment. Is that I struggle when I’m not being open and honest with how I’m feeling.
Whether it’s with my family and friends or on here with you lot who care and my fans.
So here goes…
I’m not myself, haven’t been for a while.
I know I will come back and my spark will return. It’s been gone before and returned even brighter. I always know there is sunshine after a storm. I’m just acknowledging that it’s not as strong as it once was right now. This isn’t just about becoming a new Mum, and that also isn’t a valid reason to accept it. (Incase any new Mums feel it might be) 🫂
It’s an accumulation of events and feelings and things that have altered my normal recently. I’m processing it all and taking my time with it. In some of it I am finding so much clarity and joy and in other parts. I am exhausted and sad a lot.
What I’ve come to realise is that I need to be in the moment.
And this is the moment. So I’m going to be here until it passes. Which it will. Life is 🌊 and a 🎢 I refuse to get off because the ride is a little scary.
Last pic is one of my injuries from falling off the stage, a fat 🖕🏻which is fitting as it’s what I do to my brain most days so it knows I’m not f***ing with it feeling like this.
Here’s to holding onto the lightening bolts of joy we feel just for a split second when we are sad and holding onto them so they grow. 🪄
Also not me walking off the stage all cocky for my last show of the year, and RAKAKAKAKAKA down the stairs I went. 👍🏻 Honest
I think it’s safe to say if there’s one thing I’m SURE of in life at the moment. Is that I struggle when I’m not being open and honest with how I’m feeling.
Whether it’s with my family and friends or on here with you lot who care and my fans.
So here goes…
I’m not myself, haven’t been for a while.
I know I will come back and my spark will return. It’s been gone before and returned even brighter. I always know there is sunshine after a storm. I’m just acknowledging that it’s not as strong as it once was right now. This isn’t just about becoming a new Mum, and that also isn’t a valid reason to accept it. (Incase any new Mums feel it might be) 🫂
It’s an accumulation of events and feelings and things that have altered my normal recently. I’m processing it all and taking my time with it. In some of it I am finding so much clarity and joy and in other parts. I am exhausted and sad a lot.
What I’ve come to realise is that I need to be in the moment.
And this is the moment. So I’m going to be here until it passes. Which it will. Life is 🌊 and a 🎢 I refuse to get off because the ride is a little scary.
Last pic is one of my injuries from falling off the stage, a fat 🖕🏻which is fitting as it’s what I do to my brain most days so it knows I’m not f***ing with it feeling like this.
Here’s to holding onto the lightening bolts of joy we feel just for a split second when we are sad and holding onto them so they grow. 🪄
Also not me walking off the stage all cocky for my last show of the year, and RAKAKAKAKAKA down the stairs I went. 👍🏻 Honest
I think it’s safe to say if there’s one thing I’m SURE of in life at the moment. Is that I struggle when I’m not being open and honest with how I’m feeling.
Whether it’s with my family and friends or on here with you lot who care and my fans.
So here goes…
I’m not myself, haven’t been for a while.
I know I will come back and my spark will return. It’s been gone before and returned even brighter. I always know there is sunshine after a storm. I’m just acknowledging that it’s not as strong as it once was right now. This isn’t just about becoming a new Mum, and that also isn’t a valid reason to accept it. (Incase any new Mums feel it might be) 🫂
It’s an accumulation of events and feelings and things that have altered my normal recently. I’m processing it all and taking my time with it. In some of it I am finding so much clarity and joy and in other parts. I am exhausted and sad a lot.
What I’ve come to realise is that I need to be in the moment.
And this is the moment. So I’m going to be here until it passes. Which it will. Life is 🌊 and a 🎢 I refuse to get off because the ride is a little scary.
Last pic is one of my injuries from falling off the stage, a fat 🖕🏻which is fitting as it’s what I do to my brain most days so it knows I’m not f***ing with it feeling like this.
Here’s to holding onto the lightening bolts of joy we feel just for a split second when we are sad and holding onto them so they grow. 🪄
Also not me walking off the stage all cocky for my last show of the year, and RAKAKAKAKAKA down the stairs I went. 👍🏻 Honest
I think it’s safe to say if there’s one thing I’m SURE of in life at the moment. Is that I struggle when I’m not being open and honest with how I’m feeling.
Whether it’s with my family and friends or on here with you lot who care and my fans.
So here goes…
I’m not myself, haven’t been for a while.
I know I will come back and my spark will return. It’s been gone before and returned even brighter. I always know there is sunshine after a storm. I’m just acknowledging that it’s not as strong as it once was right now. This isn’t just about becoming a new Mum, and that also isn’t a valid reason to accept it. (Incase any new Mums feel it might be) 🫂
It’s an accumulation of events and feelings and things that have altered my normal recently. I’m processing it all and taking my time with it. In some of it I am finding so much clarity and joy and in other parts. I am exhausted and sad a lot.
What I’ve come to realise is that I need to be in the moment.
And this is the moment. So I’m going to be here until it passes. Which it will. Life is 🌊 and a 🎢 I refuse to get off because the ride is a little scary.
Last pic is one of my injuries from falling off the stage, a fat 🖕🏻which is fitting as it’s what I do to my brain most days so it knows I’m not f***ing with it feeling like this.
Here’s to holding onto the lightening bolts of joy we feel just for a split second when we are sad and holding onto them so they grow. 🪄
Also not me walking off the stage all cocky for my last show of the year, and RAKAKAKAKAKA down the stairs I went. 👍🏻 Honest
I think it’s safe to say if there’s one thing I’m SURE of in life at the moment. Is that I struggle when I’m not being open and honest with how I’m feeling.
Whether it’s with my family and friends or on here with you lot who care and my fans.
So here goes…
I’m not myself, haven’t been for a while.
I know I will come back and my spark will return. It’s been gone before and returned even brighter. I always know there is sunshine after a storm. I’m just acknowledging that it’s not as strong as it once was right now. This isn’t just about becoming a new Mum, and that also isn’t a valid reason to accept it. (Incase any new Mums feel it might be) 🫂
It’s an accumulation of events and feelings and things that have altered my normal recently. I’m processing it all and taking my time with it. In some of it I am finding so much clarity and joy and in other parts. I am exhausted and sad a lot.
What I’ve come to realise is that I need to be in the moment.
And this is the moment. So I’m going to be here until it passes. Which it will. Life is 🌊 and a 🎢 I refuse to get off because the ride is a little scary.
Last pic is one of my injuries from falling off the stage, a fat 🖕🏻which is fitting as it’s what I do to my brain most days so it knows I’m not f***ing with it feeling like this.
Here’s to holding onto the lightening bolts of joy we feel just for a split second when we are sad and holding onto them so they grow. 🪄
Also not me walking off the stage all cocky for my last show of the year, and RAKAKAKAKAKA down the stairs I went. 👍🏻 Honest
I think it’s safe to say if there’s one thing I’m SURE of in life at the moment. Is that I struggle when I’m not being open and honest with how I’m feeling.
Whether it’s with my family and friends or on here with you lot who care and my fans.
So here goes…
I’m not myself, haven’t been for a while.
I know I will come back and my spark will return. It’s been gone before and returned even brighter. I always know there is sunshine after a storm. I’m just acknowledging that it’s not as strong as it once was right now. This isn’t just about becoming a new Mum, and that also isn’t a valid reason to accept it. (Incase any new Mums feel it might be) 🫂
It’s an accumulation of events and feelings and things that have altered my normal recently. I’m processing it all and taking my time with it. In some of it I am finding so much clarity and joy and in other parts. I am exhausted and sad a lot.
What I’ve come to realise is that I need to be in the moment.
And this is the moment. So I’m going to be here until it passes. Which it will. Life is 🌊 and a 🎢 I refuse to get off because the ride is a little scary.
Last pic is one of my injuries from falling off the stage, a fat 🖕🏻which is fitting as it’s what I do to my brain most days so it knows I’m not f***ing with it feeling like this.
Here’s to holding onto the lightening bolts of joy we feel just for a split second when we are sad and holding onto them so they grow. 🪄
Also not me walking off the stage all cocky for my last show of the year, and RAKAKAKAKAKA down the stairs I went. 👍🏻 Honest
I think it’s safe to say if there’s one thing I’m SURE of in life at the moment. Is that I struggle when I’m not being open and honest with how I’m feeling.
Whether it’s with my family and friends or on here with you lot who care and my fans.
So here goes…
I’m not myself, haven’t been for a while.
I know I will come back and my spark will return. It’s been gone before and returned even brighter. I always know there is sunshine after a storm. I’m just acknowledging that it’s not as strong as it once was right now. This isn’t just about becoming a new Mum, and that also isn’t a valid reason to accept it. (Incase any new Mums feel it might be) 🫂
It’s an accumulation of events and feelings and things that have altered my normal recently. I’m processing it all and taking my time with it. In some of it I am finding so much clarity and joy and in other parts. I am exhausted and sad a lot.
What I’ve come to realise is that I need to be in the moment.
And this is the moment. So I’m going to be here until it passes. Which it will. Life is 🌊 and a 🎢 I refuse to get off because the ride is a little scary.
Last pic is one of my injuries from falling off the stage, a fat 🖕🏻which is fitting as it’s what I do to my brain most days so it knows I’m not f***ing with it feeling like this.
Here’s to holding onto the lightening bolts of joy we feel just for a split second when we are sad and holding onto them so they grow. 🪄
Also not me walking off the stage all cocky for my last show of the year, and RAKAKAKAKAKA down the stairs I went. 👍🏻 Honest
I think it’s safe to say if there’s one thing I’m SURE of in life at the moment. Is that I struggle when I’m not being open and honest with how I’m feeling.
Whether it’s with my family and friends or on here with you lot who care and my fans.
So here goes…
I’m not myself, haven’t been for a while.
I know I will come back and my spark will return. It’s been gone before and returned even brighter. I always know there is sunshine after a storm. I’m just acknowledging that it’s not as strong as it once was right now. This isn’t just about becoming a new Mum, and that also isn’t a valid reason to accept it. (Incase any new Mums feel it might be) 🫂
It’s an accumulation of events and feelings and things that have altered my normal recently. I’m processing it all and taking my time with it. In some of it I am finding so much clarity and joy and in other parts. I am exhausted and sad a lot.
What I’ve come to realise is that I need to be in the moment.
And this is the moment. So I’m going to be here until it passes. Which it will. Life is 🌊 and a 🎢 I refuse to get off because the ride is a little scary.
Last pic is one of my injuries from falling off the stage, a fat 🖕🏻which is fitting as it’s what I do to my brain most days so it knows I’m not f***ing with it feeling like this.
Here’s to holding onto the lightening bolts of joy we feel just for a split second when we are sad and holding onto them so they grow. 🪄
Also not me walking off the stage all cocky for my last show of the year, and RAKAKAKAKAKA down the stairs I went. 👍🏻 Honest
I think it’s safe to say if there’s one thing I’m SURE of in life at the moment. Is that I struggle when I’m not being open and honest with how I’m feeling.
Whether it’s with my family and friends or on here with you lot who care and my fans.
So here goes…
I’m not myself, haven’t been for a while.
I know I will come back and my spark will return. It’s been gone before and returned even brighter. I always know there is sunshine after a storm. I’m just acknowledging that it’s not as strong as it once was right now. This isn’t just about becoming a new Mum, and that also isn’t a valid reason to accept it. (Incase any new Mums feel it might be) 🫂
It’s an accumulation of events and feelings and things that have altered my normal recently. I’m processing it all and taking my time with it. In some of it I am finding so much clarity and joy and in other parts. I am exhausted and sad a lot.
What I’ve come to realise is that I need to be in the moment.
And this is the moment. So I’m going to be here until it passes. Which it will. Life is 🌊 and a 🎢 I refuse to get off because the ride is a little scary.
Last pic is one of my injuries from falling off the stage, a fat 🖕🏻which is fitting as it’s what I do to my brain most days so it knows I’m not f***ing with it feeling like this.
Here’s to holding onto the lightening bolts of joy we feel just for a split second when we are sad and holding onto them so they grow. 🪄
Also not me walking off the stage all cocky for my last show of the year, and RAKAKAKAKAKA down the stairs I went. 👍🏻 Honest
Last day of 2023 🌅
Best year of my life getting you in my arms little man 🎆 Happy New Year
Tell you what was temporary……..
These nails.
Can’t build a wardrobe dressed as wolverine 💅🏻
Frown line on the other hand = Permanent 😂 This too shall pass
A fake nye / ✈️ 🇺🇸 / I NEED loud music a dance and a drink with my fav people party
Grateful don’t cut it
🧦🍸🪩🎉🎤🍕🌅🫀🔋 House Party
Nothing cuter than a baby that sleeps with their 👀 open 😂 (and these are pretty closed for him)
Skys 1st Christmas 🥹🪄
Thank you @laplanduk for the magical memories, what a special place. 🛷🎅🏻🎅🏼🎅🏽🎅🏾🎅🏿 LaplandUK
