Dina Deleasa Instagram – Those who plant in tears…Those who weep as they go to plant their seed..will harvest with shouts of joy.
It is no coincidence that I came across these verses in Psalms in my reading time these past couple of days. As always I try to be fully transparent. In hopes that my walk will maybe help someone understand why Jesus is necessary in our life. Not that being a Christian should look a certain way or mean things are magically easier. But how he walks with you in the valley. Real life happens, we can’t necessarily stop it, but it doesn’t have to stop us. Because it cannot stop the plans he has set in motion for us.
I praised him and prayed through lots of tears. Maybe some gritted teeth at times. My hand might have been a bit shaky as I took the radiation pills. I may have tossed and turned over things that do not need to be put in writing. I started entertaining the question. “why?” I even may have started to look at what I had felt I lost this past year for a moment rather than recalling what I accomplished through him despite of. I still struggle with these things but…
But then he revealed some answers to my question of timing as I sat down to edit my book despite my thoughts of defeat. He showed me all I truly had as my family worked hard and worked together to take care of me this past week. As a steady stream of messages came to check on me .Then he asked me to be honest with my unbelief and to admit my level of fear has contributed to this for many years. Then he asked me to get up and to keep sowing. And everytime I think of my unbelief, I will then say how Great is our God, until my unbelief is no more.
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