Gigi Maguire

Gigi Maguire Instagram – Last year on 10/28/22 my father passed away on my mother’s birthday. It’s now been over 6 years since my mom passed away. Most people in my life know that due to my experiences in life and with death I tend to handle losing loved ones way differently than most. I’m extremely strong with my understanding that one day we all must go.. we don’t know when or how but from birth the only thing we are promised is death.. If you really know me in real life you know that I have hella siblings but what most don’t know is that I don’t have any same parent siblings so in this case I’m an only child. Last year I was celebrating my mom’s birthday with my family in Atlanta cooking her favorite Friday night dinner as it was a Friday. Right as we were about to eat I get a call from my brother informing me that our father had just been found deceased. I literally spent this whole year in shock … My Father Died On My Mothers Birthday. So as 10/28/23 was approaching in the weeks before I could feel the anxiety building just thinking about the date. I would usually plan to celebrate my mother.. but this year was different. 10/28 is no longer just my moms birthday.. it’s also the day that my father passed. This is probably the hardest thing I will ever have to deal with in my life. The amount of mixed emotions I feel can’t be explained. The amount of tears I’ve shed this month alone can’t be counted.. I’ve come to the realization that this is year one of the rest of my life. I am LOVED by so many .. I have family and friends that I can always count on for support. But I’ve honestly never felt so alone in my 44 years on this earth. It’s hard. I spent the evening at home honoring my parents in my own special way. And I came to the realization that I have to celebrate them both on this day for the rest of my life. So I know it’s two days later but I couldn’t even think or speak much about it without breaking down I’m crying as I type this but I just felt the need to acknowledge my parents and their union. They never married and they only made one child. However 10/28 is a day that they will share for eternity in an extremely unique way. Happy Heavenly Birthday Queen B & RIP Kenny Jr. | Posted on 30/Oct/2023 18:54:57