Cocoa Brown Instagram – For the sake of my sanity at this present moment, this message sums up where I must keep my head and my heart. Someone reminded me yesterday of how these past few years I’ve experienced such insurmountable loss. 2021 I lost my Dad, 2022 I lost my Mom, 2024 I lost my home and they asked me how am I holding up…and honestly all I could say is it’s by Gods grace but I do wonder WHY am I going thru all of this and so many keep telling me it’s because God has something so much bigger for me. That sometimes you have to lose everything to gain it all. All I know is that I feel something is trying it’s best to just to break me and the fact that I can still put a smile on my face from time to time baffles me greatly. People are mystified by my strength right now, and I’m not trying to win some award because trust & believe the numbing heartbreak I’m experiencing right now I can’t even explain, nor comprehend. But I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that when I am on the other side of all this, there is a version of me that is being birthed that is going to blow my mind. #cocoabrownonefunnymomma #brokenpieces #rebuild #reset #onedayatatime #donotleanonyourunderstanding #godsplan they say that God only gives the toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. Well, I guess this is SPARTA for me!