Allison Paige

Allison Paige Instagram – Hi my girl.
Today is 6 months without you. It’s taken me this long to really look at photos of you let alone try to find the right combination of words to describe the thing I love most in this world but let’s give it a shot… I waited my entire childhood for a dog. Begging Santa every Christmas or trying to crack my mom into letting us keep the strays we found. I’d cry and cry and couldn’t understand why it was taking so long. I’ve now come to realize, outside of my mother faking allergies 😜, that the universe was just preparing me for the absolute greatest love and friendship I would ever know. You picked me the second I saw you. Our souls finding each other again and for half of my life you were my little North Star. Guiding me and shaping me in ways nothing else has.
You loved me when I didn’t love myself, you healed my heart when it was broken, you reminded me of my confidence with every adventure pup step you took, and you saw me when it felt like no one in the world did. With just a look or a lick or a head on my leg, you reminded me who I was and what I was worth. You showed me every day what it meant to be bold and silly and unafraid to take up space. You were the smartest. Too smart ha. You were my absolute favorite part of life and for 17 years we made the best team. All 8 pounds of attitude and pure love.
I miss you beyond my Momma girl. It’s like a limb is missing from my body. There hasn’t been a morning I don’t keep my eyes closed for just a minute longer hoping that when I open them you will be on my pillow nose to nose with me again. I wish the term “time heals” was true but not in this case. The more time that passes the more bitter I feel I have to do life without you but you know what… I’m ok with that. Because I know that little bitter sting is just your sassy ass reminding me you are my #1 and with me always and then I’m flooded with our memories and your love and I’m full again. You are woven into the fabric of who I am forever and it was the greatest honor of my life getting to be your momma. I’ll meet you in the trees Minyah 💕 | Posted on 17/May/2024 00:59:02