7 days prior…This is was the last time we hugged, we danced, we held hands. the last time we said I love you. the last time I would ever hear you scream PUMPKINNN.
when we are together we are inseparable, & we DO NOT play about each-other.
I just can’t believe this was our goodbye
Shock has been my feeling the past month since I got the worst call in the middle of the night. The shock & grief is heavy, uncomfortable, and hard to express. I just don’t have much yet, forgive my silence. I’m trying but right now I don’t have the best words…
I love you so much. I’m so proud to be your god daughter.
You are apart of my world and my heart aches terribly these days and will never stop.
Love, Pumpkin.
🖤
word of the day: mango .
“Sis let that 🥭 “
nos·tal·gia | est. ‘05
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how old were you when this came out? 😉
grief has been like living two lives. One where you pretend everything is alright and the other where your heart silently screams in pain
There are still no amount of words, prayers, or tears to express how much i miss you. But not being able to hear your voice, hug you or even text you on your birthday will just never be easy for me.
happy heavenly birthday to you.
I love you and you know exactly how much . 🖤🐾
grief has been like living two lives. One where you pretend everything is alright and the other where your heart silently screams in pain
There are still no amount of words, prayers, or tears to express how much i miss you. But not being able to hear your voice, hug you or even text you on your birthday will just never be easy for me.
happy heavenly birthday to you.
I love you and you know exactly how much . 🖤🐾
not to be mistaken . 🖤
not to be mistaken . 🖤
game day
took home the W, then requested a trade .
Love to @brooklynnets & @barclayscenter
& she’s black 🖤
& she’s black 🖤
Tasha. | circa 2006
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#tbt .
any other shorty used to love limited too? full outfit by them 😭 omg with my pink flip phone in my back pocket. yass Gawd 😩
the happiest most proud day of my life!! this was the day that I was able to show my church and my family that I love the Lord with my entire life, it was a public testimony and declaration of my choice to always follow Christ. I will never forget that day and how I felt there’s nothing like it and no words to explain it. To pray, study your word and take time away from the world is one of the best things I’ve ever done. You see things differently you start to love yourself and others as Jesus would and it really changes you for the better. Truly I am not perfect and never will be, my spirit will always fight my flesh but I’m beyond thankful for my relationship with Christ and the favor that’s over my life and I really found it important to share with whoever I could ❤️thank you @bishopulmer for this experience. #YayForBeingBaptized #GodisLove
lil’ thugginn.
when he background sings to his own songs cause I’m singing them 😂 and he spilled wine on his shirt at dinner and I can’t get the words right. Ahhhh I love him !!! #GodDad couple more months til he’s home #mcm
whoa, talk about flash back.
i remember this day like it was yesterday. my very first acting job !. this was the tv show, Felicity on WB in 2000. i was 7 years old and i had just moved from dallas to cali. i HATED this sweater it was sooo itchy i cried but @cmaent made me wear it to my audition and production thought it was so cute we filmed in it 😑 . anyway i can’t begin to explain how i felt watching this and thinking of the long journey i’ve has these past 19 years with several downs, hardships and a few ups. i’m gonna make this little girl proud 🖤
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#celebrating20yearsinthegame
“One thing you have to start doing is seeing the meaning behind these trials. These things we go through are what make us who we are, they are a gift when we look at them the right way. With no suffering we would never be forced to grow”
Dustin Felder.
This is so so beyond hard for me, i’ve sat on this for days. This man!!! i met last year for a ONE time coaching session for an audition. That session to practice for my audition ended up being a 2 hour convo of me crying defeated ready to quit. Dustin was the FIRST person in my years of life to ask me how am i and knew i was lying when i said “good”. He felt it and said nah mama i feel something is up , what’s going on, he didn’t even know me…i was so depressed so anxious and this man saw through it all. He saw my potential, my talent and we bonded that day on our love for God. We had church , we talked, cried (well i did) and laughed and prayed. After that i joined class and Wednesday’s became the happiest days i have ever had. This man y’all, wow was incredible and i just wish everyone could have met him. Dustin is a huge reason i’m still kicking and fighting. I was introduced to these amazing people in these videos and pics who i love and made me so happy every week.
Our talks meant the world, I was just in class last week and I’ve been sick to my stomach the past couple of days finding out the news. Thank you Dustin, i am SO glad i was apart of your journey and life. You helped me get back kicking and we were pumped when I got back to being and feeling like myself and booked my newest jobs one that’s huge and i just didn’t get a chance to tell you about the latest.
Rest Peacefully.I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH. i’m not sure i’ve ever had a loss like this one. Thank you. I will miss you beyond belief and will mention your name to every room i step foot in. I hope to make you proud because that’s important to me. Please keep this family in your prayers, this a tough huge loss for everyone “Love you more”
-Lil sis/ “lil mama” P. .
Dustin Felder.
This is so so beyond hard for me, i’ve sat on this for days. This man!!! i met last year for a ONE time coaching session for an audition. That session to practice for my audition ended up being a 2 hour convo of me crying defeated ready to quit. Dustin was the FIRST person in my years of life to ask me how am i and knew i was lying when i said “good”. He felt it and said nah mama i feel something is up , what’s going on, he didn’t even know me…i was so depressed so anxious and this man saw through it all. He saw my potential, my talent and we bonded that day on our love for God. We had church , we talked, cried (well i did) and laughed and prayed. After that i joined class and Wednesday’s became the happiest days i have ever had. This man y’all, wow was incredible and i just wish everyone could have met him. Dustin is a huge reason i’m still kicking and fighting. I was introduced to these amazing people in these videos and pics who i love and made me so happy every week.
Our talks meant the world, I was just in class last week and I’ve been sick to my stomach the past couple of days finding out the news. Thank you Dustin, i am SO glad i was apart of your journey and life. You helped me get back kicking and we were pumped when I got back to being and feeling like myself and booked my newest jobs one that’s huge and i just didn’t get a chance to tell you about the latest.
Rest Peacefully.I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH. i’m not sure i’ve ever had a loss like this one. Thank you. I will miss you beyond belief and will mention your name to every room i step foot in. I hope to make you proud because that’s important to me. Please keep this family in your prayers, this a tough huge loss for everyone “Love you more”
-Lil sis/ “lil mama” P. .
Dustin Felder.
This is so so beyond hard for me, i’ve sat on this for days. This man!!! i met last year for a ONE time coaching session for an audition. That session to practice for my audition ended up being a 2 hour convo of me crying defeated ready to quit. Dustin was the FIRST person in my years of life to ask me how am i and knew i was lying when i said “good”. He felt it and said nah mama i feel something is up , what’s going on, he didn’t even know me…i was so depressed so anxious and this man saw through it all. He saw my potential, my talent and we bonded that day on our love for God. We had church , we talked, cried (well i did) and laughed and prayed. After that i joined class and Wednesday’s became the happiest days i have ever had. This man y’all, wow was incredible and i just wish everyone could have met him. Dustin is a huge reason i’m still kicking and fighting. I was introduced to these amazing people in these videos and pics who i love and made me so happy every week.
Our talks meant the world, I was just in class last week and I’ve been sick to my stomach the past couple of days finding out the news. Thank you Dustin, i am SO glad i was apart of your journey and life. You helped me get back kicking and we were pumped when I got back to being and feeling like myself and booked my newest jobs one that’s huge and i just didn’t get a chance to tell you about the latest.
Rest Peacefully.I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH. i’m not sure i’ve ever had a loss like this one. Thank you. I will miss you beyond belief and will mention your name to every room i step foot in. I hope to make you proud because that’s important to me. Please keep this family in your prayers, this a tough huge loss for everyone “Love you more”
-Lil sis/ “lil mama” P. .
Dustin Felder.
This is so so beyond hard for me, i’ve sat on this for days. This man!!! i met last year for a ONE time coaching session for an audition. That session to practice for my audition ended up being a 2 hour convo of me crying defeated ready to quit. Dustin was the FIRST person in my years of life to ask me how am i and knew i was lying when i said “good”. He felt it and said nah mama i feel something is up , what’s going on, he didn’t even know me…i was so depressed so anxious and this man saw through it all. He saw my potential, my talent and we bonded that day on our love for God. We had church , we talked, cried (well i did) and laughed and prayed. After that i joined class and Wednesday’s became the happiest days i have ever had. This man y’all, wow was incredible and i just wish everyone could have met him. Dustin is a huge reason i’m still kicking and fighting. I was introduced to these amazing people in these videos and pics who i love and made me so happy every week.
Our talks meant the world, I was just in class last week and I’ve been sick to my stomach the past couple of days finding out the news. Thank you Dustin, i am SO glad i was apart of your journey and life. You helped me get back kicking and we were pumped when I got back to being and feeling like myself and booked my newest jobs one that’s huge and i just didn’t get a chance to tell you about the latest.
Rest Peacefully.I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH. i’m not sure i’ve ever had a loss like this one. Thank you. I will miss you beyond belief and will mention your name to every room i step foot in. I hope to make you proud because that’s important to me. Please keep this family in your prayers, this a tough huge loss for everyone “Love you more”
-Lil sis/ “lil mama” P. .
Dustin Felder.
This is so so beyond hard for me, i’ve sat on this for days. This man!!! i met last year for a ONE time coaching session for an audition. That session to practice for my audition ended up being a 2 hour convo of me crying defeated ready to quit. Dustin was the FIRST person in my years of life to ask me how am i and knew i was lying when i said “good”. He felt it and said nah mama i feel something is up , what’s going on, he didn’t even know me…i was so depressed so anxious and this man saw through it all. He saw my potential, my talent and we bonded that day on our love for God. We had church , we talked, cried (well i did) and laughed and prayed. After that i joined class and Wednesday’s became the happiest days i have ever had. This man y’all, wow was incredible and i just wish everyone could have met him. Dustin is a huge reason i’m still kicking and fighting. I was introduced to these amazing people in these videos and pics who i love and made me so happy every week.
Our talks meant the world, I was just in class last week and I’ve been sick to my stomach the past couple of days finding out the news. Thank you Dustin, i am SO glad i was apart of your journey and life. You helped me get back kicking and we were pumped when I got back to being and feeling like myself and booked my newest jobs one that’s huge and i just didn’t get a chance to tell you about the latest.
Rest Peacefully.I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH. i’m not sure i’ve ever had a loss like this one. Thank you. I will miss you beyond belief and will mention your name to every room i step foot in. I hope to make you proud because that’s important to me. Please keep this family in your prayers, this a tough huge loss for everyone “Love you more”
-Lil sis/ “lil mama” P. .
Dustin Felder.
This is so so beyond hard for me, i’ve sat on this for days. This man!!! i met last year for a ONE time coaching session for an audition. That session to practice for my audition ended up being a 2 hour convo of me crying defeated ready to quit. Dustin was the FIRST person in my years of life to ask me how am i and knew i was lying when i said “good”. He felt it and said nah mama i feel something is up , what’s going on, he didn’t even know me…i was so depressed so anxious and this man saw through it all. He saw my potential, my talent and we bonded that day on our love for God. We had church , we talked, cried (well i did) and laughed and prayed. After that i joined class and Wednesday’s became the happiest days i have ever had. This man y’all, wow was incredible and i just wish everyone could have met him. Dustin is a huge reason i’m still kicking and fighting. I was introduced to these amazing people in these videos and pics who i love and made me so happy every week.
Our talks meant the world, I was just in class last week and I’ve been sick to my stomach the past couple of days finding out the news. Thank you Dustin, i am SO glad i was apart of your journey and life. You helped me get back kicking and we were pumped when I got back to being and feeling like myself and booked my newest jobs one that’s huge and i just didn’t get a chance to tell you about the latest.
Rest Peacefully.I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH. i’m not sure i’ve ever had a loss like this one. Thank you. I will miss you beyond belief and will mention your name to every room i step foot in. I hope to make you proud because that’s important to me. Please keep this family in your prayers, this a tough huge loss for everyone “Love you more”
-Lil sis/ “lil mama” P. .
Dustin Felder.
This is so so beyond hard for me, i’ve sat on this for days. This man!!! i met last year for a ONE time coaching session for an audition. That session to practice for my audition ended up being a 2 hour convo of me crying defeated ready to quit. Dustin was the FIRST person in my years of life to ask me how am i and knew i was lying when i said “good”. He felt it and said nah mama i feel something is up , what’s going on, he didn’t even know me…i was so depressed so anxious and this man saw through it all. He saw my potential, my talent and we bonded that day on our love for God. We had church , we talked, cried (well i did) and laughed and prayed. After that i joined class and Wednesday’s became the happiest days i have ever had. This man y’all, wow was incredible and i just wish everyone could have met him. Dustin is a huge reason i’m still kicking and fighting. I was introduced to these amazing people in these videos and pics who i love and made me so happy every week.
Our talks meant the world, I was just in class last week and I’ve been sick to my stomach the past couple of days finding out the news. Thank you Dustin, i am SO glad i was apart of your journey and life. You helped me get back kicking and we were pumped when I got back to being and feeling like myself and booked my newest jobs one that’s huge and i just didn’t get a chance to tell you about the latest.
Rest Peacefully.I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH. i’m not sure i’ve ever had a loss like this one. Thank you. I will miss you beyond belief and will mention your name to every room i step foot in. I hope to make you proud because that’s important to me. Please keep this family in your prayers, this a tough huge loss for everyone “Love you more”
-Lil sis/ “lil mama” P. .
Dustin Felder.
This is so so beyond hard for me, i’ve sat on this for days. This man!!! i met last year for a ONE time coaching session for an audition. That session to practice for my audition ended up being a 2 hour convo of me crying defeated ready to quit. Dustin was the FIRST person in my years of life to ask me how am i and knew i was lying when i said “good”. He felt it and said nah mama i feel something is up , what’s going on, he didn’t even know me…i was so depressed so anxious and this man saw through it all. He saw my potential, my talent and we bonded that day on our love for God. We had church , we talked, cried (well i did) and laughed and prayed. After that i joined class and Wednesday’s became the happiest days i have ever had. This man y’all, wow was incredible and i just wish everyone could have met him. Dustin is a huge reason i’m still kicking and fighting. I was introduced to these amazing people in these videos and pics who i love and made me so happy every week.
Our talks meant the world, I was just in class last week and I’ve been sick to my stomach the past couple of days finding out the news. Thank you Dustin, i am SO glad i was apart of your journey and life. You helped me get back kicking and we were pumped when I got back to being and feeling like myself and booked my newest jobs one that’s huge and i just didn’t get a chance to tell you about the latest.
Rest Peacefully.I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH. i’m not sure i’ve ever had a loss like this one. Thank you. I will miss you beyond belief and will mention your name to every room i step foot in. I hope to make you proud because that’s important to me. Please keep this family in your prayers, this a tough huge loss for everyone “Love you more”
-Lil sis/ “lil mama” P. .
