Sarma Melngailis Instagram – I wrote a thing this morning, link in bio links. Or. You can find it on Patreon.com/sarmasarma and it’s visible to all. Will leave it that way. I post more personal content there. Having most of it behind a paywall feels safer but will make some of it public.
While I feel like a giant loser, am *also* still fiercely determined, optimistic, and… even certain. I have certainty. This loser stage shall pass, but feels necessary even as it sucks. Grateful for it.
I can handle nearly anything, but turns out I’m no good at faking it. Therefore, just telling it like it is, even if risky, feels like a relief.
F*ck it. I might feel stupid in the morning having posted this but then I already feel like a loser 🤪 and I’ve known humiliation so why not be more exposed.
Also, if you want to join my Patreon… for some tips and life wisdom from a loser 😬 yay please do. I post every once in a while, snail mail cards, chat one-on-one, and there’s an option whereby I’ll zoom with you for an hour. Anything and all if it helps more than maybe anyone realizes.
Please no comments with advice. But I will gratefully take the encouragement because others believing in me helps me believe in me, and my purpose. Good vibes and prayers, will take those too, and send them back out.
I love you all. 💓✨
I want to come back… and then keep speaking out, for all of you who DM with your own stories.
Asking whatever force is out there to help me be useful again. 🙏🏻✨
Follow @oneluckyduck and @purefoodandwine you know, in case. 🙂
Leon is fine, that pic is more of a “current mood” image. 💓🐾
Just like with voicemail I don’t know how to close out here…
Ok. Bye. Thank you.
P.S. apparently @linktr.ee is down so now my links aren’t even working and even though it’s linktree and not me, feel like even more of a loser 🤪😳😣😬 but hopefully they fix it asap. I put the direct link in my stories for now. OK THE LINK WORKS AGAIN #winning | Posted on 24/Mar/2024 07:11:56
