Pearl Liaison Instagram – ppl asking if i’d ever tour again so i feel like sharing thoughts:
this is dramatic but i’m actually traumatized from traveling/gay fame. tbh i’ve realized there’s something about me that like triggers people. it’s led to a lot of scary and unpredictable behavior that idk how to navigate.
can’t tell you how many times ppl have thrown a drink on me, groped me, stolen from me, tried to pull my wig off, gotten physical with me, followed me etc. i’ve had stalkers. i’ve shared dressing rooms with drag queens who act like they have no idea who i am lol i’ve had show handlers sexually harass me, not pay me, show up wasted or go MIA. my managers were like insane, developed feelings for me, sabotaged me, stolen tens of thousands, and so much worse.
i’ve helped many friends succeed and have been stabbed in the back in the most random ways. oh and there’s an endless barrage of lies and vitriol about me online, ppl leak private photos, criticize every inch of my body and seem to like want me d3ad lol. ppl really have schadenfreude. no matter what i do, ppl will literally slit my thr*at at any misstep ☺️ with pleasure. the biggest tabloids out there have written about my downfall as if i’m broadly famous.
it’s kinda turned me into a mistrusting and isolating person, soo i’ve had to ask myself maybe this isn’t for me lol? i’ve asked other DR queens if they relate and for the most part they cannot. i’ve asked myself, what is it about me that is so provocative?
honestly if i could undo anything it would be that hey kween interview. imo, i think this fan base thrives on drama and sadly that headline was sensationalized to the point it became my identity. ppl say i have this persona spilling tea when in reality it was like once. i’ve learned the hard way sharing information like that doesn’t benefit anyone except the publication. i’m literally stupid for not knowing that.
wtbs i’m no victim. ive had wonderful opportunities & i’ve grown immensely. i have the most peaceful and fulfilling life. i‘ve realized there’s no point trying to please ppl, i’ll always be sh*t in some ppl’s eyes and that’s ok.
anywayz, what’s everyone having for lunch? 🍕 | Posted on 11/May/2024 20:24:01
