Glüme Harlow

Glüme Harlow Instagram – Post Halsey song thoughts…This year was absolutely the best and worst of times. I released an album and a lot of childhood trauma all at once in February. I’ve had secrets to keep my whole life and I let them go. I don’t think that helped my health. I took on new and similar trauma this summer and have new secrets to keep. I don’t think that helped my health. In the things I can control I try to focus everyday on if I’m living my truth or someone else’s. As domestic and narcissistic abuse survivor I think the thing I forget most is what exactly I wanted to do that day or that year or this life. I’m exhausted of being scared someone will get mad. My health got worse recently as I let that slide a bit I see a direct correlation as I saw in many of your comments yesterday about trauma -> chronic illness. I’m a secret keeper for people who messed up and don’t want to look bad. Then I look bad. Then I’m sick. I’m going to radically begin fighting this status quo for me because I don’t want to die for someone else’s behavior. Every time you get angina it’s a risk and stress is a big cause of it. I am not sure how long I get to be here and there’s so many beautiful things to do that are were my dreams and not someone else’s. I’m about to wrap a movie musical which is all I wanted to do in the first place. I intend to make them as long as I’m here because truly that’s what I’m best at and that’s what makes me completely happy. I hope I’m allowed to release the third album I’ve recorded. I want to honor the people in my life who are good and have always been there and not just the ones I’m scared of that don’t deserve it. Thank you @highclasswitch for being the most selfless friend. Thank you @ryanharlow.pdf for being there for me for 14 years and helping fight doctors and saving my life. You are quiet and humble and the opposite of narcissist and don’t require credit but you deserve it all. If you’ve been putting off telling someone something here’s a reminder that all we know we have is today and to love now. I’m not sure if I’m allowed to post this photo but that fits the mood, I guess. | Posted on 07/Jun/2024 02:00:43