Kristen Stadtlander Instagram – If younger me could see me now. My biggest regret is letting my self hatred for so many years stop me from making memories. I’ve got no pictures from years in my life where I was at my lowest. I didn’t want to remember those years, but it’s all a part of journey to get to where we need to be I guess. It feels so cheesy to say wrestling saved my life, but it gave me a purpose. It gave me something worth living for. Something I wanted to be better at, could get better at, and didn’t want to give up on, like I wanted to give up on myself so many times. But here I am, two blown out knees later and I wouldn’t change a thing. I may not be back yet, but I’m giving it my all and more to get there. Okay I’m never making a deep emotional post ever again after this. – – – song is See Me Now by @sammyadams