Tanya Hennessy Instagram – Its endometriosis awareness month and I am going through it. I’m in a depth of infertility sadness. Because of endometriosis. We are on round 6 on IVF with almost nothing to show. Its inexplicably painful, sad (and expensive). The thought of stopping is even harder than continuing. Cause if I stop I know the outcome. But the emotional, physical and psychological toll is really starting to effect me. I have rashes from the stress. I just don’t have much left in the tank to keep doing it. I said I wouldn’t talk about anymore.But it’s eating me alive, I’m so embarassed because everytime I hear about that ivf miracle or that natural conception before/after ivf. I think that could be me, but it never is. It never is. But man, I know I’m resilient for keep on, keeping on. But I just wish it was easier, I wish I could be a parent. I wish this didn’t take up so much space in my life. I wish I could have a win in this. I wish I could have our baby. I wish I didn’t have endometriosis. 💛