Jeremy Stephens

Jeremy Stephens Instagram – My mother so beautiful, and lots of some time ago. In this process I’m still digesting everything taking it all in. Being present. Very aware, healed and re generating positive functional patterns into the world. The hardships, life learning, healing process; to now being here and now. You inside a care facility over choices made throughout the years. I tried to be a man and FIX things. As they say. Realizing I can’t be a captain and save everyone. God has kept me disciplined and in my learning, everyone has free will. For me to be here and now, lose communication with you. See you fade away, yet your spirit and strength still there. Your mother passing and to not have that emotional response the connection that once was not that long ago. That’s the reflecting I’ve been doing. it’s been sad hurtful and I’ve allowed myself to go there. In tears because I don’t care about being a man and crying, I’ll cry a thousand more times. The SCREAMS, the WARRIOR cries, they’re with my god and with faith knowing this is lifes hard lessons and I’m super grateful actually in all the chaos, the storms, i still stand strong like you and your mother, feeling like Lieutenant Dan in the movie forest gump. You call this a storm? He said, in the movie. Standing on a steel rod at the top of a boat in the dark storming sea late into night. After that scene in the movie he became at peace, in somehow that’s exactly how I feel. With my faith and deep trust in the good lord above. I stand strong and very happy about the life I been leading and living the past 10yearsand more. The change the growth the pain, it’s all been worth it. Thank you GOD, my mom, and to my grandmother Charlene Hildreth for being a huge staple in my life! I’m blessed to receive and be going through it all. I hope this message finds everyone well, truly live your life be present and do what you know you should do and always trust in the good lord and remember your loved ones. Heroes get remembered but legends never die. Rip Charlene Hildreth. And to my mother I love you more than you ever know. You’re the most beautiful woman/soul. Keep continuing to pour your love and learning into me. I’m ready to receive 🙏🏽📈💯 | Posted on 27/Jun/2024 02:19:39