Elena Roxana Maria Fernandes Instagram – To my darling mini me Veerja,
My kid sister, it’s been over a week since you decided to leave this world. Surrounded by only darkness, it’s heartbreaking that you saw no light and saw no way to stay. Currently in realm of profound sadness I wish you could have seen yourself through my eyes. Because whenever I saw you, all I saw was the brightest star in the sky, overflowing with love and creativity. A warrior no words can ever do you justice.
The gravity of your departure is slowly sinking in at each daily Bhajan prayer ceremony. I’ve not known what to write, you were so so young. I keep thinking of our last talk. I promised you everything would get better. I promised you twice, you knew I was down the road at Taj, I should have just dragged you to Taj for pizza instead of waiting for you.
You were too good for this world. You were overflowing with love. Even those who betrayed you, you’d still move worlds for them if they needed help. You had such a pure soul.
People will say mental health yet not look at THEIR behaviour of how they broke you. The heartlessness of individuals who in your death expose your secrets you told in confidence and those that just want gossip. Karma will find them. They disgust me. The lack of accountability by individuals that do not look at how their actions and words can break another.
For over a decade you were joined to my hip. You were the brightest spark, a strong woman, a resilient character. It was incredible watching you grow. Full of creative flare you soared in the industry as an exceptionally talented production designer. Your production on sets was mind blowing. Seeing your credits, you were always destined for greatness.
The void you have left in all of us, makes the world a quieter, less vibrant place.
Heartfelt conversations, gossip sessions, pigging out on food and so many adventures, leave an aching reminder of what was. You always made me laugh and I’m forever proud of your resilience and your ability to rise and conquer.
I told you in 20years you’d look back and laugh.
Time was the only thing that was needed….. | Posted on 04/Mar/2024 19:16:09
