Jessica Franco

Jessica Franco Instagram – I feel like I’m being forced by making a New Years post. Here is to the 3 day of the new year 2024.
If you know me or have been watching me online you know my father passed away 6 months ago.
Things are better, but honestly, I am not better. Just because we smile doesn’t mean we aren’t in pain.
I’ve been so lonely and mentally sick. I’ve let myself go and neglected my mind and my body.
I’ve aged with me being in torture mental agony.
Instead of a recap of the whole year I figured it’d do the last 6 months that’s changed my life
I started my own business @rare.breedz_ which has taking off so fast I wasn’t ready for it.
Being cooped up in my craftroom making anything my mind can think I’m capable of.
I’ve literally been making my crafts & jewelry with blood sweat and tears of pain.
I can say I’ve made things with my blood sweat and tears but never grieving tears.
There’s beauty in using pain as fuel to create.
It’s really poetic in a sad way.
@rare.breedz_ is based on the loss of my dad. It’s all because of him that I’m gettin into this, I didn’t have motivation or energy. So when starting this I didn’t know creating would be so draining which has kept me weak.
Someone once told me that my 30s are the best years of your life. So far it’s been the best but also the worst.
The man that made me died. My heart is his and I feel like apart of me is dead. I can still feel it in my heart.
People have noticed I am not the same and probably won’t be. But I’m coming to accept that it’s ok.
Thank you everyone who has been there and still is continuing to check up on me. Thank you to those who are still with me through my pain and hate
Thank you everything who has supported me with my upcoming business.
So this video is a little short clip of what’s my last 6 months have been.
It’s insane how strong of willpower a human can have to deal with death of a loved one. I can’t still process how I’m able to deal with this. How the human body learns to live with pain of a passing has me completely amazed on how strong minded we can be.
This year will be better. Happy New Year everyone 💟🕯️ | Posted on 04/Jan/2024 05:30:27