Ella Balinska Instagram – Not really one for a paragraph caption but here we are 🙃☀️ Transparently, this summer has been filled with ups and downs, trying to figure it all out as my industry is still recovering from the last few years. It’s been a really long & hard journey of trying to accept everything that’s happened and find a new place in my lil brain to find a consistent source of joy & happiness.
Stability is so important to me and this summer that source has been the people I have been surrounded by and the beautiful locations I’ve been able to be with them. I am so lucky that everyone I have spent time with over the last few months have been wonderful humans— new friends and old, that I would laugh, cry, adventure, lose luggage (!) with any day of the week. These photos reflect moments that have truly been my highlights. ✨
To be honest, I’ve actually experienced one of the lowest periods of my life emotionally. I’m disoriented from what the universe has thrown at film & tv. I kind of value myself through my work. But I seem to have found another creative outlet which is bringing me so much fulfilment; a second career that I’m doing pretty okay at. @linska 🥹
I’m proud of myself because there were a lot (!!!) of people who didn’t believe in my music production and DJing and some of those voices really mattered to me. But I’m doing it anyway. It fills my cup and I really think that takes a lot of courage. It’s hard & I haven’t reached out. It’s a steep learning curve and I don’t have 7 years of training & peers to support it so feels lonely. But I’ve managed to build a team & friends around me that work together helping me do what makes me happy and to them I am so grateful. 😭
For everyone who has followed my acting until now, I promise you there are things I’ve filmed and projects that I will be filming in the near future. They will happen when they happen, so please be patient 🥲 In the grand scheme of it all, I just want to look back at my day and think, “I really gave that a f*cking good go.”
Most importantly: to care for little Ella that looks at the world with wide eyes and an open heart. 🤍
If you got this far that means a lot. So thank you. Big Love, E. x | Posted on 22/Aug/2024 23:30:00
