Mary Louis Kanellis-Bennett

Mary Louis Kanellis-Bennett Instagram – Thank you to everyone that has reached out and asked how I feel. Here is how I am… I’m pissed. I don’t want another random health issue to deal with. I don’t want to sit around waiting to see if it’s cancer. I don’t have a fucking choice and I’m angry. I don’t want to be sick. I don’t want to be this person that has to do the right thing. I want to be outspoken and angry but for motherhood and livelihood you have to be calm. People call controlling your emotions peace. I call it control. Like a constant boiling pot with water in it. It can’t evaporate away and it can’t settle. It just simmers. So I simmer and I boil so everyone else can have their peace. Just waiting to blow off steam. I want to punch something or possibly someone. I want to tell every happy mom blogger to fuck off. I want to work and do something of value. But, I don’t want money to define me. I don’t want my age to define me. I want the difference I make to define me. And while I sit impatiently in this bubble not knowing what comes next, all I can do is plan, plot, and create a new reality in my mind. While, I keep saying I’m okay, I’m okay, I’m okay… | Posted on 16/Jul/2024 19:42:29