Lynn Toler Instagram – Can I hear it for our young dancer? She practiced; she got dressed up; her parents were probably all up in the audience. Ain’t no way in the world she wasn’t going to give it her all.
Can I also get a small shoutout to my young shook dude? Yea, I know he bailed. He left her on her own. But I feel for him because that’s the kind of thing I used to do.
I was scared of everything. I went to a violin recital at around 8. Got there. Simply refused to go on stage.
Mom tried to put me in a dance class when I was around 5. Just class, mind you.
I saw all those kids in there and refused. Mom said she would spank me if I didn’t and I said OK. Mom said that’s the last time she did that because she saw who she was dealing with. She’d have to be more creative if she was going to get my hard head to do anything.
I was terrified by the public. But as horrified as he looks he might be learning something. Tough lesson but I’ve taken that course. Getting through it, no matter how bad it feels taught me that it wasn’t fatal. Horrifying but survivable.
My mother eventually found ways of shoving me into things. And every time you COULD NOT TELL ME THE WORLD WASN’T GONNA END.
(I wrote that in the way I felt it. Full volume freak out)
The thing is absent those throws into the deep in of the #fear pool no THIS.
No judgeship. No TV.
I feel her pain too though, in a weird metaphysical kind of way.
I’m dancing alone now too. Sometimes the sad just jumps on you out of nowhere.
This was supposed to be cute and uplifting.
My bad. #emotions #emotionalintelligence #widow #dance
Relevant #tolerism: Fear is a failed front man: he never lets the band in stage.
Shoutout @saysdotcom | Posted on 07/Sep/2024 21:18:32
