love is getting back together w ur ex & cowriting a song she started ab u during ur breakup v grateful to have been apart of this one, u know it’s a banger when i heard the first verse and begged to be apart of it knowing im the hypocritee in question. hypocriteee out nowwww !!!!!
love is getting back together w ur ex & cowriting a song she started ab u during ur breakup v grateful to have been apart of this one, u know it’s a banger when i heard the first verse and begged to be apart of it knowing im the hypocritee in question. hypocriteee out nowwww !!!!!
love is getting back together w ur ex & cowriting a song she started ab u during ur breakup v grateful to have been apart of this one, u know it’s a banger when i heard the first verse and begged to be apart of it knowing im the hypocritee in question. hypocriteee out nowwww !!!!!
love is getting back together w ur ex & cowriting a song she started ab u during ur breakup v grateful to have been apart of this one, u know it’s a banger when i heard the first verse and begged to be apart of it knowing im the hypocritee in question. hypocriteee out nowwww !!!!!
love is getting back together w ur ex & cowriting a song she started ab u during ur breakup v grateful to have been apart of this one, u know it’s a banger when i heard the first verse and begged to be apart of it knowing im the hypocritee in question. hypocriteee out nowwww !!!!!
love is getting back together w ur ex & cowriting a song she started ab u during ur breakup v grateful to have been apart of this one, u know it’s a banger when i heard the first verse and begged to be apart of it knowing im the hypocritee in question. hypocriteee out nowwww !!!!!
love is getting back together w ur ex & cowriting a song she started ab u during ur breakup v grateful to have been apart of this one, u know it’s a banger when i heard the first verse and begged to be apart of it knowing im the hypocritee in question. hypocriteee out nowwww !!!!!
love is getting back together w ur ex & cowriting a song she started ab u during ur breakup v grateful to have been apart of this one, u know it’s a banger when i heard the first verse and begged to be apart of it knowing im the hypocritee in question. hypocriteee out nowwww !!!!!
hi. i realized i never rly acknowledged my year of sobriety, when it came around last month, i didn’t feel celebratory. so i took this last week to spend time with myself, & sit in it, & feel it, and reflect. i am over a year clean of purging, & over a year w no alcohol. my two coping habits. in turn, i’ve been forced to face everything in the last 27 years that i’ve numbed & suppressed. it’s been both the most beautiful & most heartbreaking journey of my life. it’s hard to let go of the only things you ever known, esp when you never learned how to cope with your feelings & traumas. but i did it. and im so proud of myself. truly. for the first time i think ever. u know .. i’ve never even felt proud of my successes. & i’ve had huge ones i should be proud of, but i never could, bc i was never whole. i don’t know a life where i am not worried or scared all of the time. alcohol got rid of the worry, and purging gave me control when i had none. but now i feel everything. i suppress nothing. i feel the heartache, i feel the loneliness that they say comes with recovery, but i embrace it. i welcome it. i feel the happiness, and pride in my recovery. i feel the anxiety, and the temptations and i then release them as they no longer serve me in my journey. recovery is only the first step of my journey. i’m still scared, worried & anxious, still lost, maybe more than i’ve ever been. it’s weird being 27 & feeling like im just now getting to know myself. but im excited to keep meeting myself, and learning her, bc she’s pretty awesome. she feels everything so much, too much even, and i think that’s what’s most special about her. about me. im ready to heal my gift, my voice, that i destroyed in the pursuit of validation & finding my worth in everything & everyone else, & take care of myself. i’m very nervous but also excited for this chapter of real self discovery. ik i don’t have to share this, but i want to. i’ve shared sm when i was in the dark depths of it all, so i want to share the light & hope of finding your way out. so here’s to putting myself 1st for the 1st time, & embracing all that comes w it. like my therapist says, “no one’s ever died from feeling” ❤️
hi. i realized i never rly acknowledged my year of sobriety, when it came around last month, i didn’t feel celebratory. so i took this last week to spend time with myself, & sit in it, & feel it, and reflect. i am over a year clean of purging, & over a year w no alcohol. my two coping habits. in turn, i’ve been forced to face everything in the last 27 years that i’ve numbed & suppressed. it’s been both the most beautiful & most heartbreaking journey of my life. it’s hard to let go of the only things you ever known, esp when you never learned how to cope with your feelings & traumas. but i did it. and im so proud of myself. truly. for the first time i think ever. u know .. i’ve never even felt proud of my successes. & i’ve had huge ones i should be proud of, but i never could, bc i was never whole. i don’t know a life where i am not worried or scared all of the time. alcohol got rid of the worry, and purging gave me control when i had none. but now i feel everything. i suppress nothing. i feel the heartache, i feel the loneliness that they say comes with recovery, but i embrace it. i welcome it. i feel the happiness, and pride in my recovery. i feel the anxiety, and the temptations and i then release them as they no longer serve me in my journey. recovery is only the first step of my journey. i’m still scared, worried & anxious, still lost, maybe more than i’ve ever been. it’s weird being 27 & feeling like im just now getting to know myself. but im excited to keep meeting myself, and learning her, bc she’s pretty awesome. she feels everything so much, too much even, and i think that’s what’s most special about her. about me. im ready to heal my gift, my voice, that i destroyed in the pursuit of validation & finding my worth in everything & everyone else, & take care of myself. i’m very nervous but also excited for this chapter of real self discovery. ik i don’t have to share this, but i want to. i’ve shared sm when i was in the dark depths of it all, so i want to share the light & hope of finding your way out. so here’s to putting myself 1st for the 1st time, & embracing all that comes w it. like my therapist says, “no one’s ever died from feeling” ❤️
hi. i realized i never rly acknowledged my year of sobriety, when it came around last month, i didn’t feel celebratory. so i took this last week to spend time with myself, & sit in it, & feel it, and reflect. i am over a year clean of purging, & over a year w no alcohol. my two coping habits. in turn, i’ve been forced to face everything in the last 27 years that i’ve numbed & suppressed. it’s been both the most beautiful & most heartbreaking journey of my life. it’s hard to let go of the only things you ever known, esp when you never learned how to cope with your feelings & traumas. but i did it. and im so proud of myself. truly. for the first time i think ever. u know .. i’ve never even felt proud of my successes. & i’ve had huge ones i should be proud of, but i never could, bc i was never whole. i don’t know a life where i am not worried or scared all of the time. alcohol got rid of the worry, and purging gave me control when i had none. but now i feel everything. i suppress nothing. i feel the heartache, i feel the loneliness that they say comes with recovery, but i embrace it. i welcome it. i feel the happiness, and pride in my recovery. i feel the anxiety, and the temptations and i then release them as they no longer serve me in my journey. recovery is only the first step of my journey. i’m still scared, worried & anxious, still lost, maybe more than i’ve ever been. it’s weird being 27 & feeling like im just now getting to know myself. but im excited to keep meeting myself, and learning her, bc she’s pretty awesome. she feels everything so much, too much even, and i think that’s what’s most special about her. about me. im ready to heal my gift, my voice, that i destroyed in the pursuit of validation & finding my worth in everything & everyone else, & take care of myself. i’m very nervous but also excited for this chapter of real self discovery. ik i don’t have to share this, but i want to. i’ve shared sm when i was in the dark depths of it all, so i want to share the light & hope of finding your way out. so here’s to putting myself 1st for the 1st time, & embracing all that comes w it. like my therapist says, “no one’s ever died from feeling” ❤️
left w 1 twisted ankle & 2 blisters but walked out w my keys & jacket still on, i won this yr @horrornights
left w 1 twisted ankle & 2 blisters but walked out w my keys & jacket still on, i won this yr @horrornights
left w 1 twisted ankle & 2 blisters but walked out w my keys & jacket still on, i won this yr @horrornights
left w 1 twisted ankle & 2 blisters but walked out w my keys & jacket still on, i won this yr @horrornights
left w 1 twisted ankle & 2 blisters but walked out w my keys & jacket still on, i won this yr @horrornights
left w 1 twisted ankle & 2 blisters but walked out w my keys & jacket still on, i won this yr @horrornights
proof that i left my house
“would u like to be in the mv (if not it’s okay i would just have to find another girl for it🩵)” me: 🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️
“would u like to be in the mv (if not it’s okay i would just have to find another girl for it🩵)” me: 🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️
