Nadia Jamil Instagram – Over 3 years & some months ago my heart recognised my daughter so completely & openly, without a seconds doubt or hesitation it felt what it felt, an overwhelming sense of love & commitment to a beautiful baby girl. She was visually challenged but that just made my heart feel more determined. The innate happiness & self confidence she was born with would only grow stronger, sight or no sight.
My head also responded to my hearts command with clear creativity & decided no matter what came our way, this relationship would work, her life would be full of the love & opportunities her brothers have. Nuri was going to be the Queen of my heart from now on. Head brain knew I had all the resources within me to raise my children. It was as confident as my heart brain. And my gut simply picked Nur up & bought her home. Holding her & being her Ma, was the natural & intuitive thing to do. Zero hesitation. Zero second guessing when people told me I was too old, recovering from Cancer, she was visually challenged, I lived in Cambridge, the paperwork was going to take time. My gut knew, we got this. My heart, head & gut aligned like magic, autonomically, recognising, feeling & doing what had to be done.
Best truth of my life was recognising & knowing Nuri is my amazing daughter. She is the most precious gift for our family. Each one of us adores her & values the joy she has brought into our lives. She is determined, confident, joyful, kind, bright & bold. She has my curls & my confidence, and her dad’s love of school! She loves to dance, read ( yes! Alhamdolillah she can see now), wrestle, tickle & watch Peppa cartoons. She goes to school & ballet & is joining the local football club next week.
So this is me saying, when the heart wants to love, allow it, open it, invite your head to plan ways to expand it & your gut to act & embrace it.
Let me add, I was ready for this love, because I had worked on, & had started THE most important journey of learning to accept, love & deeply respect MYSELF. That’s why there was no hesitation, no fear & no doubts.
Self respect & self love bring a beautiful level of coherence to life, compassionately, creatively, courageously ♥️🙏🏽🤲🏽 | Posted on 04/Dec/2024 20:21:19
