Ⓜ️🅾️Ⓜ️ It has been 8 years since my mom died. As my son would say “that’s a lot!” I always dread this day. I spend so much time leading up to it thinking about how awful I’m going to feel. And my dread is usually right. I woke up this morning with a dark cloud over me. But when my kids woke up the dark cloud dissipated and made way for bright glowing sunshine. Her death anniversary is like an emotional tropical storm. It pours rain a lot of the day but between the storms the light is more beautiful than on any day without storm clouds. There are no rainbows without rain. There’s a great Anne Lamott quote, grief is “like having a broken leg that never heals perfectly – that still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to dance with the limp”. And that describes how I feel today perfectly. Yes the grief weather is cold and yes I may have a limp but I am absolutely dancing through life (oops I quoted wicked?). And I am actually a better dancer with my limp. My grief has given me a deeper appreciation for all the little moments of life. So today I am griefful (griefy but grateful). I watch the magic that is my son and daughter and I know she is a piece of that magic. And I feel all the things. The grief. The joy. The longing. The magic. The emptiness. The fullness. And it all coexists in a profound way. Sending my love to everyone out there who needs it. ❤️
💖🧑🧑🧒🧒💖My lil fam o 4 made 2024 the 10/10 GOAT (also swipe 4 a literal goat a bunch of other random photos? my personal favorite being a mirror selfie of me at a children’s museum with some kind of sausage?)
💖🧑🧑🧒🧒💖My lil fam o 4 made 2024 the 10/10 GOAT (also swipe 4 a literal goat a bunch of other random photos? my personal favorite being a mirror selfie of me at a children’s museum with some kind of sausage?)
💖🧑🧑🧒🧒💖My lil fam o 4 made 2024 the 10/10 GOAT (also swipe 4 a literal goat a bunch of other random photos? my personal favorite being a mirror selfie of me at a children’s museum with some kind of sausage?)
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Curtains up! ✨ See @pamelaanderson in #TheLastShowgirl at @amctheatres Century City on December 13th for one week only and in theaters nationwide on January 10th. Tickets for AMC Century City are on sale now: Link in bio.
👯♀️1️⃣7️⃣👯♀️ I love this gal more than any ol instagram post could ever express there is no one who makes me sob little tears o joy more I cannot believe she is 17 what is life I’m gonna weeeepppppp
👯♀️1️⃣7️⃣👯♀️ I love this gal more than any ol instagram post could ever express there is no one who makes me sob little tears o joy more I cannot believe she is 17 what is life I’m gonna weeeepppppp
👯♀️1️⃣7️⃣👯♀️ I love this gal more than any ol instagram post could ever express there is no one who makes me sob little tears o joy more I cannot believe she is 17 what is life I’m gonna weeeepppppp
👯♀️1️⃣7️⃣👯♀️ I love this gal more than any ol instagram post could ever express there is no one who makes me sob little tears o joy more I cannot believe she is 17 what is life I’m gonna weeeepppppp
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A daughter’s love shines brighter than any spotlight. ✨💖 @praisethelourd is Hannah in #TheLastShowgirl. Experience her dazzling performance at @amctheatres Century City for one week only on December 13th and in theaters nationwide on January 10th.
🎂👑🎂My spirit animal is 2️⃣ and I am emotionally unwell in the best way? 🥹
❄️🐎❄️Snow business like snow business @stregisaspen @stregishotels #SRpartner
Our stunning cast. ✨ See them shine in #TheLastShowgirl at @amctheatres Century City on December 13th for one week only and in theaters nationwide on January 10th. Get tickets for AMC Century City now: Link in bio.