Taylour Paige

Taylour Paige Instagram – ENDOMETRIOSIS AWARENESS MONTH! The lifelong journey of healing. Shows up in women who had to hold a lot in.Pain, heavy bleeding, adhesions- forcing oneself to take on & take in pain that doesn’t belong to you. I just saw this glorious thing on @theperiodlab she prompted “the body creates walls adhesions, just like the mind does. where are you blocking yourself from saying no and standing firm in your needs.” This has taken me a long time to learn. Goodness the self betrayal and abuse Ive internalized and would ruminate in. Those not for you benefit from this confusion. I’ve transmuted so much, but old habits die hard. A really violent illness that went undiagnosed for 20 years but caused me so much agony and turmoil. Finally had surgery fall of 2023 with Wonderful Dr Elizabeth Poynor thanks to my sister Lena. It was 4 hours long. It was on my colon, bladder and rectum. The pain would make me see stars. Throwing up every month. Sometimes couldn’t drive. the worst is how much you gaslight yourself. It’s almost like there’s no way you’re hurting this much? it definitely psychologically does something to you because it’s like you and no one around you believes the pain you’re in. The anxiety of next month. So many times I’ve ruined a costume or a good pair of jeans. In highschool my khaki uniform skirts. i learned over the last few years that endo is anger turned on yourself. You’re literally inflamed. That tracked for me. So many women are going THROUGH it okay. Be gentle with us. I am so grateful for what I’ve been able to turn around in myself over the last few years. I thank my body, I thank my husband, I thank my dear sister @ladylizzo who has taught me so much. My true health mentor. Thankful for acupuncture, clean water, protein, sauna, a calm nervous system because I’m experiencing healthy partnership and beautiful sisterhood. I’m thankful for good bloodwork and new days. Sunshine. good walks. Jumping on my mini trampoline. it’s not just one thing it’s a whole lot of things & I’m thankful we live in a time we can share & help each other! A few bloated pics, some post surgery, childhood internalizing, a good read. I love you #endometriosis | Posted on 05/Mar/2025 04:57:05