Reality is that my life came crashing down. I lost my job, I lost my mind. I lost my dad. I love everything. Drowning in pill packets for something to make it better. But along the way I’ve met some beautiful people who have held me up the last few months. I’ve always wanted to be transparent but I’ve struggled with my communication for some time. I hope this makes sense but here’s some photos from the last few weeks.
Reality is that my life came crashing down. I lost my job, I lost my mind. I lost my dad. I love everything. Drowning in pill packets for something to make it better. But along the way I’ve met some beautiful people who have held me up the last few months. I’ve always wanted to be transparent but I’ve struggled with my communication for some time. I hope this makes sense but here’s some photos from the last few weeks.
Reality is that my life came crashing down. I lost my job, I lost my mind. I lost my dad. I love everything. Drowning in pill packets for something to make it better. But along the way I’ve met some beautiful people who have held me up the last few months. I’ve always wanted to be transparent but I’ve struggled with my communication for some time. I hope this makes sense but here’s some photos from the last few weeks.
Rest in peace Pompa George, my grandfather who liked nine teaspoons of sugar in his coffee but not to stir it, because “I don’t like it too sweet” 🍬 love you always
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Today was my first day back at the gym since getting out of hospital. I didn’t have much energy but showing up for yourself counts. I’d like to thank all my followers who have supported me when I’ve been really unwell, and unwell on here; bipolar manic episodes can be a bitch but we keep on fighting. So here’s to staying strong when the tides against us 💪🏽💖
Christmas markets with my boyfriend Oliver, such a magical time of year and so happy 😃
Day 9 teaching of myself guitar. Little verse I wrote ✨ #guitar
Lena this morning 🥹
Obsessed with this podcast on @spotify @jamielaing I listen everyday #podcast #podcastersofinstagram
New hair by @x.juliz
I had an idea 💡 one of my most popular posts were pictures of me before I landed Bridgerton, dunking pancakes in cream and floor-rotting 😂 I thought, why don’t I put the photography on T-shirts and hoodies to see if any of my followers like them so that’s exactly what I did! You can now check out the entire collection at www.rubybarker.co.uk there’s a link in my bio. I really hope you all love them as much as me. Yours truly, RB x
I had an idea 💡 one of my most popular posts were pictures of me before I landed Bridgerton, dunking pancakes in cream and floor-rotting 😂 I thought, why don’t I put the photography on T-shirts and hoodies to see if any of my followers like them so that’s exactly what I did! You can now check out the entire collection at www.rubybarker.co.uk there’s a link in my bio. I really hope you all love them as much as me. Yours truly, RB x
I had an idea 💡 one of my most popular posts were pictures of me before I landed Bridgerton, dunking pancakes in cream and floor-rotting 😂 I thought, why don’t I put the photography on T-shirts and hoodies to see if any of my followers like them so that’s exactly what I did! You can now check out the entire collection at www.rubybarker.co.uk there’s a link in my bio. I really hope you all love them as much as me. Yours truly, RB x
I had an idea 💡 one of my most popular posts were pictures of me before I landed Bridgerton, dunking pancakes in cream and floor-rotting 😂 I thought, why don’t I put the photography on T-shirts and hoodies to see if any of my followers like them so that’s exactly what I did! You can now check out the entire collection at www.rubybarker.co.uk there’s a link in my bio. I really hope you all love them as much as me. Yours truly, RB x