Raveena Aurora Instagram – My most beautiful mother has passed on to the spirit side 💔🕊️
Mommy,
I don’t know. I just don’t know. I will never fully recover from this, I don’t think. Even with all the healing and support in the world, I will miss you and long for your hugs till the day I die. What a gift it was to be one of your caretakers during these heartbreaking and traumatic, but deeply spiritual, six months. What a gift to complete that circle as a daughter and give you an ounce of the care that I will spend lifetimes trying to repay to you. What a gift to wake up at 3:30 a.m. and pray with you every morning in the ICU room during the ambrosial hour these past two weeks- hoping to help your soul depart peacefully. What a gift that you taught me about spirit, about God, about the beauty of nature, about the eternal nature of all things, and how the soul never dies. So that I knew I could find you over and over and over again- in every flower, drop of water, and every particle in the sky. I cry and cry today, but I know one day I will be able to fully understand that all I have to do is close my eyes and be present, and you’ll be right there; just in a different form. Mama, your love, your spirit, your beauty- it was all so pure, and it purified me.
Death is a funny thing. No one can prepare you for unimaginable tragedy and loss like this, but I think the one thing death can do is lift the thin veil between the spirit world and the material world. And I felt it so deeply when I got to say goodbye to you. Somehow your soul helped make the most traumatic situation beautiful and graceful too. All the miracle messages you managed to write days before your death- of how God was holding your hand, how you got to have all the people you love around you singing prayers for an hour until you took your last breath, and how you guided us to all lie on the pavement at 3 a.m. on the way home from the hospital and look for you in the constellations. Born on a full moon, passed on a new moon full of stars. I know this will never be easy, but somehow you will make it poetic.
I love you till the day I die,
Raveeni | Posted on 26/Jul/2025 20:12:16
