Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
Took a leap into the very intimate in my most recent substack post. This one is free and accessible to all. LINK IN BIO. Raw photos (not retouched) by @nickonken @photographedbyonken 📸 #eros #sexualagency #malegaze #femalegaze #mirrormirror
“But there is another, secret layer we don’t discover until later in life. It keeps itself hidden until…what? Until we have endured? Suffered? Earned the right? Healed? When, where and why it emerges is different for each of us, but, it is there, hidden and calling. And this layer somehow brings you back…to the surface. There you find utterly new beauty that you could not perceive before. It lives tucked in the wrinkles of the limitations, the shortcomings and the ugliness.”-100 Deep Questions by Evangeline Lilly on Substack. (Link in bio.) In this post, I talk about youth, age, art, writing, depth, romance and everything else that morphs and changes over time. Photo credits: Slide 1: @photographedbyonken 2025 and unknown, 2004 Slide 2,4,5,6,8: @shape @maxabadian 2018 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 3: @allure 2005 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 7: @rollingstone Tony Duran and @photographedbyonken 2025 All 2025 images are not retouched. All earlier images have been retouched. Natural is beautiful. #youth #age #middleage #art #writing #depth #romance #poetry #cynicism #idealism #fatalism #beauty #truth @substack #naturalisbeautiful #ageisbeautiful
“But there is another, secret layer we don’t discover until later in life. It keeps itself hidden until…what? Until we have endured? Suffered? Earned the right? Healed? When, where and why it emerges is different for each of us, but, it is there, hidden and calling. And this layer somehow brings you back…to the surface. There you find utterly new beauty that you could not perceive before. It lives tucked in the wrinkles of the limitations, the shortcomings and the ugliness.”-100 Deep Questions by Evangeline Lilly on Substack. (Link in bio.) In this post, I talk about youth, age, art, writing, depth, romance and everything else that morphs and changes over time. Photo credits: Slide 1: @photographedbyonken 2025 and unknown, 2004 Slide 2,4,5,6,8: @shape @maxabadian 2018 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 3: @allure 2005 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 7: @rollingstone Tony Duran and @photographedbyonken 2025 All 2025 images are not retouched. All earlier images have been retouched. Natural is beautiful. #youth #age #middleage #art #writing #depth #romance #poetry #cynicism #idealism #fatalism #beauty #truth @substack #naturalisbeautiful #ageisbeautiful
“But there is another, secret layer we don’t discover until later in life. It keeps itself hidden until…what? Until we have endured? Suffered? Earned the right? Healed? When, where and why it emerges is different for each of us, but, it is there, hidden and calling. And this layer somehow brings you back…to the surface. There you find utterly new beauty that you could not perceive before. It lives tucked in the wrinkles of the limitations, the shortcomings and the ugliness.”-100 Deep Questions by Evangeline Lilly on Substack. (Link in bio.) In this post, I talk about youth, age, art, writing, depth, romance and everything else that morphs and changes over time. Photo credits: Slide 1: @photographedbyonken 2025 and unknown, 2004 Slide 2,4,5,6,8: @shape @maxabadian 2018 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 3: @allure 2005 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 7: @rollingstone Tony Duran and @photographedbyonken 2025 All 2025 images are not retouched. All earlier images have been retouched. Natural is beautiful. #youth #age #middleage #art #writing #depth #romance #poetry #cynicism #idealism #fatalism #beauty #truth @substack #naturalisbeautiful #ageisbeautiful
“But there is another, secret layer we don’t discover until later in life. It keeps itself hidden until…what? Until we have endured? Suffered? Earned the right? Healed? When, where and why it emerges is different for each of us, but, it is there, hidden and calling. And this layer somehow brings you back…to the surface. There you find utterly new beauty that you could not perceive before. It lives tucked in the wrinkles of the limitations, the shortcomings and the ugliness.”-100 Deep Questions by Evangeline Lilly on Substack. (Link in bio.) In this post, I talk about youth, age, art, writing, depth, romance and everything else that morphs and changes over time. Photo credits: Slide 1: @photographedbyonken 2025 and unknown, 2004 Slide 2,4,5,6,8: @shape @maxabadian 2018 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 3: @allure 2005 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 7: @rollingstone Tony Duran and @photographedbyonken 2025 All 2025 images are not retouched. All earlier images have been retouched. Natural is beautiful. #youth #age #middleage #art #writing #depth #romance #poetry #cynicism #idealism #fatalism #beauty #truth @substack #naturalisbeautiful #ageisbeautiful
“But there is another, secret layer we don’t discover until later in life. It keeps itself hidden until…what? Until we have endured? Suffered? Earned the right? Healed? When, where and why it emerges is different for each of us, but, it is there, hidden and calling. And this layer somehow brings you back…to the surface. There you find utterly new beauty that you could not perceive before. It lives tucked in the wrinkles of the limitations, the shortcomings and the ugliness.”-100 Deep Questions by Evangeline Lilly on Substack. (Link in bio.) In this post, I talk about youth, age, art, writing, depth, romance and everything else that morphs and changes over time. Photo credits: Slide 1: @photographedbyonken 2025 and unknown, 2004 Slide 2,4,5,6,8: @shape @maxabadian 2018 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 3: @allure 2005 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 7: @rollingstone Tony Duran and @photographedbyonken 2025 All 2025 images are not retouched. All earlier images have been retouched. Natural is beautiful. #youth #age #middleage #art #writing #depth #romance #poetry #cynicism #idealism #fatalism #beauty #truth @substack #naturalisbeautiful #ageisbeautiful
“But there is another, secret layer we don’t discover until later in life. It keeps itself hidden until…what? Until we have endured? Suffered? Earned the right? Healed? When, where and why it emerges is different for each of us, but, it is there, hidden and calling. And this layer somehow brings you back…to the surface. There you find utterly new beauty that you could not perceive before. It lives tucked in the wrinkles of the limitations, the shortcomings and the ugliness.”-100 Deep Questions by Evangeline Lilly on Substack. (Link in bio.) In this post, I talk about youth, age, art, writing, depth, romance and everything else that morphs and changes over time. Photo credits: Slide 1: @photographedbyonken 2025 and unknown, 2004 Slide 2,4,5,6,8: @shape @maxabadian 2018 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 3: @allure 2005 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 7: @rollingstone Tony Duran and @photographedbyonken 2025 All 2025 images are not retouched. All earlier images have been retouched. Natural is beautiful. #youth #age #middleage #art #writing #depth #romance #poetry #cynicism #idealism #fatalism #beauty #truth @substack #naturalisbeautiful #ageisbeautiful
“But there is another, secret layer we don’t discover until later in life. It keeps itself hidden until…what? Until we have endured? Suffered? Earned the right? Healed? When, where and why it emerges is different for each of us, but, it is there, hidden and calling. And this layer somehow brings you back…to the surface. There you find utterly new beauty that you could not perceive before. It lives tucked in the wrinkles of the limitations, the shortcomings and the ugliness.”-100 Deep Questions by Evangeline Lilly on Substack. (Link in bio.) In this post, I talk about youth, age, art, writing, depth, romance and everything else that morphs and changes over time. Photo credits: Slide 1: @photographedbyonken 2025 and unknown, 2004 Slide 2,4,5,6,8: @shape @maxabadian 2018 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 3: @allure 2005 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 7: @rollingstone Tony Duran and @photographedbyonken 2025 All 2025 images are not retouched. All earlier images have been retouched. Natural is beautiful. #youth #age #middleage #art #writing #depth #romance #poetry #cynicism #idealism #fatalism #beauty #truth @substack #naturalisbeautiful #ageisbeautiful
“But there is another, secret layer we don’t discover until later in life. It keeps itself hidden until…what? Until we have endured? Suffered? Earned the right? Healed? When, where and why it emerges is different for each of us, but, it is there, hidden and calling. And this layer somehow brings you back…to the surface. There you find utterly new beauty that you could not perceive before. It lives tucked in the wrinkles of the limitations, the shortcomings and the ugliness.”-100 Deep Questions by Evangeline Lilly on Substack. (Link in bio.) In this post, I talk about youth, age, art, writing, depth, romance and everything else that morphs and changes over time. Photo credits: Slide 1: @photographedbyonken 2025 and unknown, 2004 Slide 2,4,5,6,8: @shape @maxabadian 2018 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 3: @allure 2005 and @photographedbyonken 2025 Slide 7: @rollingstone Tony Duran and @photographedbyonken 2025 All 2025 images are not retouched. All earlier images have been retouched. Natural is beautiful. #youth #age #middleage #art #writing #depth #romance #poetry #cynicism #idealism #fatalism #beauty #truth @substack #naturalisbeautiful #ageisbeautiful
My new article, The Female Gaze…on the question of erotics, is now up on my substack page: 100 Deep Questions (link in bio) It explores what it means to be a woman who grew up in a world dominated by the male gaze, who is in search of the meaning of the female gaze. IT IS NOT ANTI-MALE so please don’t jump to conclusions. This article is accessible to all so please read the full thing before commenting. If you want to hear me read the article to you, consider becoming a paid subscriber and gain instant access to voice-recordings of all my articles. Enjoy! @gilliana #sex #malegaze #femalegaze #erotics healing
From @the_quiet_collective “Looking back on our first retreat and these beautiful pictures, we are in awe of the connections we made. “It was a screenwriting retreat, yet it reminded us that so much in life cannot be written, foreseen, or expected. For all of us dreamers and creators, there’s always a part of beauty that remains unseen and unpredictable, and in that lies the magic of connection. “Thank you all for being the heart of these unforgettable moments, for sharing your emotions with open hearts, no fear, just trust and love for each other. You are now the heart and core of this new community. “More behind the scenes soon :)” From me: @evangelinelillyofficial “God, I miss you all.” 🥹 @the_quiet_collective are a little more eloquent 😚 📸 by @sivola_photo 🥰 #thequietcollective #italy #retreat #calabria #screenwritingretreat #writers #film #movie #screenwriters #community #creativity #productivity #mindfulness
From @the_quiet_collective “Looking back on our first retreat and these beautiful pictures, we are in awe of the connections we made. “It was a screenwriting retreat, yet it reminded us that so much in life cannot be written, foreseen, or expected. For all of us dreamers and creators, there’s always a part of beauty that remains unseen and unpredictable, and in that lies the magic of connection. “Thank you all for being the heart of these unforgettable moments, for sharing your emotions with open hearts, no fear, just trust and love for each other. You are now the heart and core of this new community. “More behind the scenes soon :)” From me: @evangelinelillyofficial “God, I miss you all.” 🥹 @the_quiet_collective are a little more eloquent 😚 📸 by @sivola_photo 🥰 #thequietcollective #italy #retreat #calabria #screenwritingretreat #writers #film #movie #screenwriters #community #creativity #productivity #mindfulness
From @the_quiet_collective “Looking back on our first retreat and these beautiful pictures, we are in awe of the connections we made. “It was a screenwriting retreat, yet it reminded us that so much in life cannot be written, foreseen, or expected. For all of us dreamers and creators, there’s always a part of beauty that remains unseen and unpredictable, and in that lies the magic of connection. “Thank you all for being the heart of these unforgettable moments, for sharing your emotions with open hearts, no fear, just trust and love for each other. You are now the heart and core of this new community. “More behind the scenes soon :)” From me: @evangelinelillyofficial “God, I miss you all.” 🥹 @the_quiet_collective are a little more eloquent 😚 📸 by @sivola_photo 🥰 #thequietcollective #italy #retreat #calabria #screenwritingretreat #writers #film #movie #screenwriters #community #creativity #productivity #mindfulness
