Qing Han Instagram – 【Fox Spirit】 • • • Hi guys. Thank you so much for all your comments yesterday trying to cheer me up. I’m glad some people found comfort in my pain. Lol jk~ I really am glad people were comforted by the fact that I feel what they feel. These feeling usually go away after a while but this time it’s just persisting a lot longer…but I’ll be okay. Thank you guys (⊙ω⊙) • Sorry, a little more ranting ahead haha~ don’t mind me (＞人＜;) It’s always weirdly censoring when I get comments on my art-frustration posts about how I should just shut up and be happy about my art level and the “amount of followers I have”ಥ_ಥ。i guess the problem is, I never cared too much about the follower count (not that I’m not thankful that you guys do follow me 😆), and there are sooooo many better artists than me out there and I keep feeling like I’m not improving fast enough and I’m just not producing enough art stuff, period. I know, logically, that everyone moves at their own pace. Logically, being frustrated only hinders progression. I know this in my head, but…well, it’s hard to control my feelings xD;;;;. I need to learn to just appreciate pleasure of putting pen to paper again….I’ll get that feeling back, I swear to god lol (￣^￣)ゞ My friend has suggested I should maybe go talk to a therapist if I’m feeling anxiety but I don’t know if that anxiety is bad enough to warrant a visit haha @-@;;. Ugh, before that though I should really go see a physiotherapist…my back is killing me… Lol sorry, this ran a little long again (＞人＜;) most of you guys aren’t even gonna read this far 😆. Well, here’s a cookie if you did 🍪. It’s chocolate chip, not raisin, I swear 😂😝~ 📚 In an attempt to make myself feel happier I’ve been re-reading one piece again. Still holds up. So good.