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Juliane Wurm Instagram – I miss this place 😍🇿🇦 Rocklands, Western Cape, South Africa

Juliane Wurm Instagram - I miss this place 😍🇿🇦 Rocklands, Western Cape, South Africa

Juliane Wurm Instagram – I miss this place 😍🇿🇦 Rocklands, Western Cape, South Africa | Posted on 14/Sep/2020 01:38:35

Juliane Wurm Instagram – . My impact on our climate as a former comp climber and as a rock climber is obviously not deniable. It triggers an uncomfortable dissent probably known to many people. I travelled the world as a competitor; to China for a Worldcup-weekend – enjoying chinese food and markets, being amazed by the traffic in mega-cities, overwhelmed by the anonymity and feeling lost by not being able to communicate; to the US and Canada for some more Worldcups for the next weekends – Starbucks, Chipotle, longboarding and shopping; back to Germany and a squeezed-in rockclimbing trip to South Africa – climbing on perfect rock, sitting around bonfires through the night with climbers from all over the world, getting to know this culture with its complex history. I felt like I was living the average life of a professional climber. Almost every part of the world seemed approachable. I felt privileged and grateful for being able to travel the world for climbing, it has shaped who I am and has become part of my identity. After a while at home, I feel restless and start day dreaming about cactuses in Hueco Tanks, mountain lakes at RMNP, sunsets in Rocklands – memories of moments where I felt completely awestruck by the beauty of our nature. . Over the last decade, with the horrors of climate change coming to our minds very vividly, fires and droughts all over the world, it has become irresponsible to travel these amounts, especially by plane. It destroys the exact places that we love so much. My own perception for how much I fly or used to fly has changed and had an influence on decisions I made, but has not entirely kept me from traveling by plane. I kept finding justifications for why it’s ok to travel by plane, even if it has become way less. Since COVID-19 in large part determines our lives, this conflict has been put aside for now. It made me rediscover the beauty of local crags, I bought a bike and find more appreciation for close-by nature spots, which I hope and plan to keep up. Perhaps post-COVID-life won’t be the same as before anyway, but I wonder: How do we envision competitive or outdoor sports in times of climate change?! Planet Earth
Juliane Wurm Instagram – When I stood on my first podium of a European Youth Cup as a teen I was very happy, but I felt like I was only lucky. Later on in World Cup finals I often felt like I didn’t belong there and could very soon be unmasked. I was worried that I just wouldn’t get into any of the starting positions and people would be wondering what I was doing there. I felt like I got there, because I was mostly lucky, other people failed for inexplicable reasons or were injured and would have been way stronger than me,… When I failed on the other hand I never thought other people were extremely lucky, but that I just climbed crap, that I needed to train more, that I was too heavy, that I wasn’t focussed or whatever… In general I was often times way more afraid of failing than eager to win. . During my first years of med school I was terrified how I’d explain to my family and friends if I’d fail and be exmatriculated. I fantasized about just going underground to some remote place or some other country if that’d happen. Even after finishing med school, over the last couple of months, I had some weird moments where I feared someone could just come and strip me of the degree. Underlying these fears and feelings is some sort of shame that I keep thinking would come with failure and showing weakness. I grew up in an environment where I was always highly supported in things I’m good at and failure was rather analyzed or tried to avoid. I did fail at many things, but I am still extremely bad at talking about it due to the potential shame that comes with it. By not talking about my failures and weaknesses I sometimes feel like I’m biasing my surrounding and creating expectations I’m not able to match, which inevitably enhances the fear of failing and the feeling of being a little bit of an impostor.

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